While I have some time to myself…lol

I’ve been MIA here in OD land, and seeing as how i pay for this every month, I need to write a whole lot more often. I’ll try to write less depressing shit, I don’t want all my entries to be such downers. Life hasn’t been the best, but it can’t be a bowl of peaches everyday I guess. I’m bored, so I decided to do some swag buckin today lol. I’d do so  much better if I stayed on this daily, but sometimes I just don’t have the time, or energy lol, or I simply don’t feel like it. I don’t have much of a life, might as well make a little bit of money……a penny at a time lol.

Haha, speaking of making money. I’m now the recipient of a $10 an hour paycheck now. Big whoop, especially when it’s part time, but hey that extra lil bit could help some where I guess. It seems people I work with can find good full time jobs, me…i’m bout ready to give up. I won’t tho, cause I hate my place of work and i need more income and a better environment. I cannot stand the amount of stress I deal with for tiny ass checks. I can’t even save money from the paycheck because they are always so small lol. Every once in a while I have to splurge. I’m gonna have to talk with my guy (again) about getting away. I feel we need to do something for us, without outside distractions. I think we both could use some time away, and the money to go along with it.

I’m about to start classes next month. Honestly, I don’t want to. I hate school, but more than than that, I’m a bit nervous. This isn’t like high school, this is college. Thankfully most of my classes are online, and financial aid is gonna help me get through this. Math was never my best friend, and that part scares me, but I’ll do what i can to pass those, so I can move on to what I want…and that’s a degree. I hope that after this is all finished, I can find something in that field immediately. I also hope to have my own car, or at best a NC license by then. I’ll need my own car, if I am to be in management, plus it opens my options up tremendously. S had an interview with the owner of the bakery he works for, for a management position that will be vacated soon. I hope he gets it. I know he’d be good at it, with his bossy ass. I have to give it to him tho, he is a hard worker and has great work ethics. That’s rare anymore. If he could just work on his personal issues….lol. I’m sure I could work on mine, but mine don’t involve bitching and moaning about what i don’t have and making people feel inadequate lol.

I hope to get my hair done again soon. Having extra money for that has been a struggle, but I’ll do what I can. I have seen these braid styles I think would look good on me. I just need to find how much it would cost, and how much hair I’d need. Hopefully it’s not too expensive. I’m not one of those girls that likes to spend 100s on my hair. It’s too damn hot for weave and wigs anyway, with this sweltering NC heat lmao.

Well I am gonna get off this thing, be back soon.