What’s up folks?

Today I turn 40. Where did the time go? Lol I have been slacking something decent here. I will write more later, just stopping in to say hey. I’m also here to say I have 36 days left til I move home. I was gonna talk to him about when a good time to drive to Indy would be. For a min there I wondered why he doesn’t discuss the trip since it’s going on next month. Well he asked me last night if May 15 was cool. He gets paid then and it’s a week after school is over for spring semester.  So now that we have a date set, I can plan better. Saving is hard. I already had to dip into savings, but not much. I still have a decent amount. I was hoping to have more in but whatever. I’m not giving up that money. I need something to hold me til I find work.

But yeah him giving me a move date actually made me feel better. It means he’s put thought into it. I was starting to think he may try to talk me into staying. I’d have to say no, but it’d be hard. However, the fact that he seems totally fine with me leaving says a lot. I think he’s ready for me to be gone. If he thinks I can and will still be friends after this….good luck. I’m probably gonna end up changing my number. He doesn’t love me anymore. It hurts, but hey I tried to make it work. He doesn’t need me for anything.

Yeah so anyway I’m gonna be preparing myself to go. It’s long overdue. I’m ready to start a new chapter in my life.