Sunday…funday?

Ha I had today off and I am grateful for that. I did some much needed housework, then spent the day watching a sorts of shit on Disney+ lol. I used to use my mom’s acct until this cruddy company decided they won’t let ya share passwords outside your household, she lives in Indy I live in NC lol. I like it enough, which is why I just fuck it and created my own acct lol.  Mood wise, for the most part was decent. I just wish I had some more of this anxiety tea I started taking. I find it helped me a lot and I ran out a week ago. It was nice feeling calm and in a happier mood. I have more coming, but due to high sales from the company I buy it from (due to black Friday sales all weekend lol), they have been behind on shipping. I bought some cup of calm organic tea, and for the most part it helps, but it is NOT the same. From here on out I will make sure i have that anxiety I prefer on stock…so when I get paid I will order more (even if I have an order processing  to be sent to me lol). It is nice to find something that helps me not feel so down all the damn time, and so anxious it affects my focus. I felt so good during the week I still had the tea. If I had known I would like this tea, I would have gotten the bigger bottle instead of the trial size lol. Alas, I’ll patiently wait for my order to arrive (tho I hope it ships soon lol). In the mean time, I guess I can still drink my calm tea and maybe take a lavender scented bath soak on the nights I don’t work my second job. 

I’m not looking forward to Monday, tho I am glad it’s not after another holiday. Last Monday was hell….lol. That damn call que was high AF lol, even for a regular Monday lol. Anyway, I guess I don’t have much else to say. My mood at this moment, isn’t so happy-go-lucky and I am trying to talk myself out of calling out. I feel anxiety kicking in and i hate it, but thankfully it’s not bad. Maybe getting some sleep will help. I do have PTO to cover if I do decide to call out. I do take mental health days when I need to.