So uncomfortable

I feel pissed and uneasy and uncomfortable in my own home. I hate this feeling and also feeling I don’t have much say about what goes   On in my own house. So now that S’s son has his own room, he feels he can bring girls over to fuck. His father allowed this when it was just them two living together. Hell they smoke weed together. He’s trying to be best friends with him or something. I already feel uneasy around him. We never talk, or get to know each other. It’s either S hangs with him, or he hangs with me. Almost never are all 3 of us in the same room. If we are, they talk amongst each other and I feel like a 3rd wheel.

So tonight I heard his son talking to some girl on his phone about cleaning his room. This something most folks do when company comes over. I don’t know exactly when she got here, but after a while I could hear light moans. I got to verify what I was hearing and sure enough, the girl was moaning. They stopped for a little while, then started again. She was a little more louder this time which annoyed me cause I was trying to study. S was sleep. I heard them again and she was squeaking. I wanted to yell stfu so bad. I try not to be so noisy but even so I hate the idea that he may hear me and I know he hears this creaky ass bed. He lets his son do whatever he wants in this house. I can’t do anything about it either. I don’t like hearing that but what can I do