Short entry
I may write another entry tomorrow morning before work. Just wanted to ramble on about current events. I prefer to do real entries on my computer when S isn’t home lol. Better chance of privacy lol.
Anyway I’m doing ok. Was on call today and decided to not call to see if I was needed. What the fuck do I need to be on call for? I’m not a damn Dr. Besides AF showed and I was not in the mood to care. Funny thing is tho, an hour after I was supposed to call, they called me. If they asked, I would have lied and said I forgot.
Well they were calling to see if I’d work Wednesday, but I told them I had requested that day off lol. Then they asked me to switch hours on a day I was already working. It’s a 3 hour later shift, which is fine. It means I won’t be stuck on that annoying ass self checkout lol. I’ll be in customer service and running the front end. The job I’m being paid to do, yet they treat me like a cashier.
They asked if I worked today. I said no. They said enjoy the rest of your day off. I said thank you I will. I mean technically I wasn’t scheduled to work, so I wasn’t lying lmao. I didn’t wanna deal with AF at work and they apparently didn’t need me because they didn’t ask me to come in lmao.
So in less than 2 weeks S is going to Indy to pick up his son to come live here. It’s gonna be crowded AS FUCK for the next 6 months or so until the lease is up and we can move. Should be fun….lol. I have nothing against his son moving back, but we moved into a one bedroom just this past November lmao. So it’ll be interesting. Especially with one bathroom. I’m going with him to get him. For one, I don’t wanna stay here alone for 3 days, but more important than that I get to see my mama and baby sis. I haven’t seen them in 2 years. They will be moving closer to me when their lease is up there. I miss them!
As for S and I, so far things are good. Insecurity is a bitch tho. I have trust issues I deal with, but I’m not totally unwilling to try. If I’m gonna marry him, he has to do right by me at all times. He told me that this year with his tax refund, he’ll decorate my finger with jewelry. We’ll see. (Make us officially engaged lol) I was told that 2 years ago, but got put on hold. If/when that happens I’ll post pics here.
Speaking of which I need to upgrade my membership. I’ll do month to month for now. I don’t have $40 to give away just yet to cover the year. I like it here enough to stay. Still keeping my PB lol, but OD will stay with me too lol.