Nojomo day 1

I may write another later after work (provided there is time after work because I have homework due tomorrow and another talk with S about some things we’ve talked about) but I didn’t wanna miss day 1 lol. So here I am. My name, Kia, my location NC. I moved here from IN almost 3 years ago. It’s been a real struggle, as some of you may have read about lol. I am frustrated with life right now and praying things start to look up because I am at my wit’s end here. I’m up this early (5:44am) because I have to be at work at 7 am. While I hate getting up this early, I prefer morning shifts to late shifts. I don’t get them too often, and this one I volunteered to work. First of all, I need the hours. Second, it’s not on the front end this time. It’s gonna be markdown time for some halloween bullshit. Hey as long as I get paid, and I don’t have to be on a register, I’m cool lol. I find it funny that the day before halloween they got up Christmas crap. Some places already had theirs up, but my store just did so a couple days ago. I’m sure they’ll add more. It’s mostly just candy right now. I’m assuming I’ll be marking down fall decor as well. Anyway I sure hope today is a good day, and that whatever this man wants to talk about doesn’t upset me. I mean come on, I’ve put up with crap for a while, so yeah. He says he doesn’t understand what I want from him. It’s funny how one can’t see their own actions, but if this will help take stress off my life, we’ll talk. We’ve had several since the day I found out he was watching porn crap on my computer. He has stopped, or so it seems, so I hope that continues, but we are far from being “settled” with how things are. SO we’ll see. Anyway I will get off this thing and start getting ready for work. Talk to ya later.

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November 1, 2018

I hope you and your boyfriend will have a talk where he comes to understand how his porn viewing affects you.  I mean really understands and then makes change.  Happy NoJoMo Day 1!