Nojomo #28 Almost Done
Two more days til Nojomo is over, it’s been interesting keeping up. Some of my entries were quickies because I didn’t have time, or felt like writing, but didn’t wanna miss a day. So far so good, lol. I think I missed a few days last time. Anyway, wanted to get an entry in before I go to start on this damn essay. I’m supposed to speak with the teacher tomorrow to have her help me with this. I don’t really know what I’m doing and she’s strict as hell with her grading. I hope I never have to take her class again. I never hated English class so much lol.
Anyway, life is ok. Still sucks, but isn’t the worst. So I called myself blocking the sites, and I know I saved it but for some reason it didn’t stick. I have to find out why. At first I thought he had turned off the safe search, but I tested it out myself. I went in and turned it back on, and then turned my computer off and back on, and tried to search it, and it came right up. I’m not sure why they setting didn’t stick, or go away if the computer is restarted. I don’t always turn it off, but it goes off on it’s own if not used in a while. SO yeah, I have to figure out how to get it to stick. I checked my computer this morning, and again ALL of the history on my computer was gone. I guess he thinks doing that, erases the activity links, but nope. So yes, I checked to see if he’d looked up porn hub and he did. So that’s when I went to see if the blocker was on, and it wasn’t. I was mad at first because I thought he figured a way to turn it off, but like I said I tested it myself and once the computer is off and you have to use pw to get back on, the saved settings aren’t so saved. UGH this is so aggravating. Either way, he’s still guilty of the bullshit he tries to hide. I just don’t get it. Why?? I don’t even know if getting a dorm would help, as I did my fasfa app to not include a need for that cause I planned to do school at home. I want to finish, but I don’t wanna stay here. I feel so stuck! If I move back home, I lose the fasfa i will need for spring and will have to reapply in whatever state i move to (which isn’t the worst) but at the same time it sucks cause I just wanna have school work done already. BUH, I dunno but I can’t stay living this way. I can try to talk to him again, but I really don’t think anything is gonna change. I think I may just write it out this time, he doesn’t listen when i speak so my words get mixed up.