Never have I ever….

Wanted a year to go by so damn fast. So ok, it’s cool that S’s son is here, but what’s NOT cool is because we live in a one bedroom, I no longer have the living room. I’m confined to the bedroom to watch TV for now, and it sucks. Not only that, this dude damn near watches TV 24-7 if not playing videos games or watching Hulu. This would all be fine, if for one he was in his own room, and second could help pay the electric bill.. He’s working on getting a job, so I’m not holding any of that against him, but S doesn’t seem to say shit about it. If I left a light on, he would say “hey let’s get “the man” out of our pocket”. I knew the situation would change, but it’s taking some adjusting. His son isn’t horrible, just a younger version of his father (meaning the inconsiderate part). I see that i will have to keep any snacks out of the general area. He’s finished off my girl scout cookies, and i didn’t get any out of that box. I gave half the box to mom when I was there. I guess my main issue is the inconvenience of having to adjust how we live until we can move to a bigger place. This is why I say I want the year to go fast. At least then he’d have his own room, he’d be working by then, and we can really see what life is like, without having to be confined. I knew it would be a tight squeeze, and that’s what I wasn’t looking forward to. I’m cool that he’s here. I just find myself having to clean after 2 men now instead of one, but that’s life. It’s what I do…lmao (not just now, but when I lived with mom lol).

I’m glad he’s here tho, so S doesn’t have to constantly worry about him and his well being. I’m glad he’s away from his crazy bitch mother and grandmother. They were really shitty parents, and seeing S cry over how his son was treated, broke my heart. So I’m glad he’s here. We get along pretty well, but I don’t know him that well either. I met him years ago when S and I first started dating, and he was a cool kid. Now he’s an adult, my LORD has he changed. He’s like his father in a lot of ways, and that’s not always a good thing lol. I’ve never lived with him before tho, so it’ll take some adjusting to life with two males lol. I have to adjust to sharing time too, I’ve had S to myself for two years haha. I won’t deny father/son tho, I love the fact that he’s so involved in his sons life. It’s one of the reasons I fell for him. Not too many fathers, these days, push to make sure their child knows who they are and that they’ll be there for them and all that. I’ll just be glad when we’re in a bigger place and not stepping all over each other. One bathroom and one bedroom doesn’t work for 3 folks lol.