Moving Day

I hate moving day, and we still have unpacked shit. I hate my life, and I wish I was moving on my own. Whatever, I’ll be happy eventually.

So I’m not sure if November 24th was the last time he was watching porn on my computer, but I was baffled that my safe search blocking feature was off. I even tested it by turning my computer off, then back on and noticed it was off again, so I thought it was some technical glitch. I wonder if he did turn it off, but either way it should be stuck now. I turned it back on yesterday after seeing “blackandstacked” and some porn star name in my search. He forgot to delete it, but I can’t see when he watched it. It was off my google search for a while, but obviously had been deleted before. So this told me he had searched for those recently. For some reason, it didn’t show in my google activity page. So I tried it one more time, last night. I turned it on and locked it, then turned my phone/computer off and back on, and the filter is still on. So I’ll know if he turns it back off, but he won’t say anything to me about why I blocked it. I am going to have to talk to him about his blatant disrespect. I just haven’t had the time or will power with the crazy shit going on this week. It’s been work, moving, homework, all that shit. Once we’re all moved, then maybe I can have time to breathe so we can have a talk. I do not want to keep living like this, and I will not wait forever for marriage. I can be alone and happy, which is what I’m leaning more towards. So after making sure the explicit content was blocked on all my accts where I access my google acct was indeed blocked from search, I deleted all the history, plus all the google activity that’s been sitting on my computer for months. He can deny he searched it, but I know better. There’s no trace of it on my computer now, but I don’t want it to be.

BTW I hate living with his son, he’s a lazy, ungrateful, inconsiderate piece of shit.