Mentally tired

and I wanna just run away. I’m just tired and life never lets up. I’m always worried or stressed about something. I don’t even wanna keep trying anymore. If I could crawl into a hole and live the rest of my life there, maybe then life would let up. I’m tired of trying to please everyone when no one gives one shit how Kia feels, what she needs, and all that. Not asking a lot but I sure give more than I get it seems. Maybe it was a bad idea moving here. I just wanna go somewhere and be absolutely alone for a while. Maybe seeing a shrink would do me some good. I should look into that. I’m tired