I haven’t written in a while

I’m gonna try to get one in sometime tomorrow before work. My apt is coming along nicely. I feel better than I have in a while. The Ex, tries to talk, but I can’t do that. I ignore it because I’m still mad, still hurt, and want nothing to do with him. He may think doing so will make me wanna talk to him, but I don’t. Why give up my happy place and healing for him. So he’s still not getting a response from me. I need to find someone else to use as my in case emergency  for jobs and stuff. Then I don’t have to worry about seeing his  ass for any reason. That is why I have not blocked yet, him being the emergency contact,  but I’m just gonna have to do something else. I wanna be left alone. He’s not a stalker, but he’s try to talk to me via text. Just like in the past, always the “I miss you” and shit. It doesn’t work and he doesn’t get that. I’m gonna stand my ground because he’s doing what he always does, try to be the good guy to lure me back. He can fuck off. I’m gonna keep moving on. I don’t need anyone at this time. I’m content with being alone instead of lied to and cheated on.