A step forward…hmm

Well with the United Health Care app I put in, I got an instant no. It sucked, but whatever. They said I wasn’t qualified enough, and they were continuing to find those who are. It sucks, but I know it’s a job that I could have done. They didn’t have a customer care position open, so I went with enrollment/eligibility type position. So no interview with them. I will keep looking in the future to see if a customer care position opens up. As for the other job I put in with Anthem, I got an email over an hour ago with an opportunity to be considered. They sent me a link to an assessment test that is said to take about 60 mins to complete. It’s basically a demonstration of what job I’d be doing for this company. This one is customer care, so because of my previous experience in it, I’m glad they at least gave me this chance. I think they start at $14 an hour? Either way, I will take this opportunity, and try not to get my hopes up too much, as well as try to stay positive. I could very well get it, but we shall see. So as soon as this show I’m watching goes off, I am going to get started on it. I’m not happy about it taking an hour lol, but I am not going to complain because at least I got this far, ya know. I have held off on putting in an app for my old cashier job at the store I worked at here, cause I hated it there as well lol, until I see what’s up. I can’t go too many more weeks without a paycheck.

Speaking of a paycheck, I should be able to access my 401K funds soon, I hope within the week. I checked online today and found that my job finally termed me. I knew they did it as of yesterday cause I spoke with HR, but today it was official. So I can’t log in to see my info. It says it’s not found or something. That’s a good thing. So whether I get this job, or take a pt cashier job, it will be nice to have that extra money in my account. It’ll help me with saving. I will be saving up like nobody’s business lol. I’ll need money for my trip back to NC when I get my school books anyway lol. I’ll need all the funds I can save for when I do head back to NC for good. I’m gonna be trying to make plans to get my mom down there too, but while I am here I’m throwing away junk. I am considering hiring someone to clean the home, but it’s hard to when the folks living here don’t always try to keep it that way. If I clean, the least you can do is clean as you go, so it’s not so much on me. I didn’t come here to be a maid, but I cannot sit in a cluttery mess. It drives me crazy. One thing I’m considering for bring in at least a little cash, is trying to sell my old school books, and maybe some of my movies that I don’t watch anymore. I have some old BSB related stuff I may try to sell too. I love my boys dearly, but they aren’t God and I need the money lol. Now the things I have from meeting them, I’ll NEVER sell haha. I mean ya know, they are still my boys. But yeah, it won’t bring in tons of money, but every little bit helps. 

The days are getting better, my mood is lifted better than it had been. It was nice to go to bed and wake up without crying. I talked with him again before he went to bed, I think we were on the phone for about 2 hours all together. There was a break in there somewhere for him to get something to eat. He seemed to be in a more pleasant mood, so the convo was the same as what I’m used to, jokes and shit lol. That was nice. He told me he’d call me today, but I’ve heard that before and was like whatever. Ha he called me this morning before heading to his second job to vent about his first job. He said he’d try to call me before he heads to his softball game tonight. I’m just glad the tension is gone, and that I’m not feeling so stressed or whatever. I’ll just be glad when I am finally in a place where it’s not as stressful as this year has been to me so far. Hell for the past few years lol. 

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