A lil about me…lol

For one, this page reminds me of writing on a blank sheet on windows note or something, but it’s simple and clean. I read about possible customization. I’d like to see some, but limit of colors and/or fonts people can use together. Some made it super hard to read, especially when people didn’t get that a light colored font doesn’t go on a light colored back ground, or dark on dark, or bright ass neon, on bright ass neon…lol. I’d like to be able to choose something other than stark white, but for the moment, this works.

So last time I was on OD…how ever many years ago (stopped counting after a while), I lived in Indianapolis, IN. I’m happy to say I live in Wilmington, NC. I’m dating the same guy I was, when I lived in Indy. He moved here in 2014, and I came behind him in December of 2015 (had to finish my lease), but also we hadn’t decided to keep dating, long distance before he left. When he left, I thought that was it. It sucked, I cried, but tried to move on. As always, I never could, because he couldn’t seem to stay away. It’s been a struggle doing the long distance relationship, and I was able to come visit him, prior to me moving here. So I’ve been here 2 years, and finding a job has been a real pain. I’m in the process of getting an associate degree in business, so I can have better job options, when looking for work. Working part time for less than 10 dollars, aint working for me. It causes a strain on us, as money can solve a lot of problems. I’m not asking to be rich, just a lot more comfy. Seems most of these places either want a degree, or a driver license (both i’m currently working on), so yeah. Tho I’ll need my own car…having just one, doesn’t always work.

So, as soon as I get past all these damn hurdles, I’ll be attending college classes. I just wish their communication skills were up to par. As a new student, a lot should have been brought to my attention, when I first inquired about going. It’s just a local community college, but they have two campuses. I’m hoping that most of the classes I get, can be done online. Registration  for spring classes just opened, so I have time to get it done. I’ll go in and talk to an adviser to make sure I get the right classes. So many things keep popping up to annoy me, in getting started. I’ve done everything except register for classes. I had to redo, my fasfa app, cause apparently they needed my 2015 tax info to get in classes this spring. The one I did over  month ago (using my 2016 tax info), was for fall of this year, leading into next year. UGH, now I know, but I wish I knew then…lol

Things are ok, life wise. They could be better. My job is a joke, they are the worst grocery company I’ve ever worked for, and never plan to again. They shit all over you, and their only “bragging rights” is the BS profit sharing check. Meanwhile, they cut hours down to the bone, still expect the same level of work, pay you less, and expect you to be happy about all this. THIS is why stores have a high turnover rate. There are too many cliques here too, like if you’re friends with certain people, you can do whatever you want. However, people like me, who speak up and voice things, they don’t like. They can’t push me over, so I’m considered a problem. I can’t wait to get out of there. It’s a depressing place, and even more depressing are my paychecks. I’m doing good if I can make 200 a week.

Life with my BF (who I’ll call S on here), is good. He can be  real pain in the ass, and sometimes I wanna toss his ass over the balcony, but other times I feel like cuddling up watching TV with him. He’s a horny ass, so getting sleep is a challenge…lmao. The doggie in my  profile pic, is my baby. He can be an ass too, sometimes lmao. Anyway, I’ll be back in the future, to write more stuff.