A lazy Friday evening

I haven’t really done much today. It was my day off, and I intended for it to stay that way. At some point today, my job did try to call me in, but I ignored the call. I just wasn’t feeling it. Going there depresses me, and even tho I could have used the hours, I just couldn’t do it today. I did try, and of course failed, to get someone to take my shift tomorrow. I wanna go see my in laws, but the way my schedule is so all over the place, it makes planning the trip, difficult. It’d be better to go when we’re both off, since it’s a two hour trip to greenville and we don’t wanna feel rushed. I dunno, we’ll see. If anything, S can go without me, since his niece is in town, staying with his parents (a yearly event). Last time I saw her was when we drove down to Indy to pick his son up to move him here. I think she’s like 11 or 12? Anyway, hopefully we can get down there before she heads back home.

As for his son, he’s currently in Indy visiting his friends (dunno if he’ll see his mom or not lol), and it’s been nice. He’s not a horrible person, but he IS a horrible house guest. Like he needs his own place, his own car, and his own money. He’s very selfish and inconsiderate. He struggles to keep a job, and is stingy as hell with his money. He could have helped with the light bill, but decided to buy a plane ticket to visit friends (3 months after moving here). He’ll be back on Sunday. I’m enjoying having the living room to myself, while he’s out of town. I don’t like feeling confined to the bedroom. We have a one bedroom, so the living room doubles as his bedroom. He eats all the food, and replaces none. He uses up a lot of electricity, yet his father and I flip that bill (which has almost doubled). I hope he had a talk with him about that, as I know he’s quite tired of that bill being so high. I wish he’d go off on him about shit, the way he did me for the last two years, lol. God the effects of that still get to me, and it doesn’t help with my insecurity. Anyway, I am ok with him having a son, and he’s always been a nice young man. However, it’s like ever since he’s turned into an adult, he’s become this unbearable annoyance, and I pray that within the next two years he’s able to get a stable job, car, and his own place. So yeah, I hope he is having a good time down there tho. I’d hate to make a trip, and it suck the whole time. Pray he has a safe trip back, and hopefully when he gets back, has a car. His grandfather’s been trying to find a legit one (plenty of scams on craigs list it seems) for him.

And speaking of cars, I saw an almost accident today. A person (driving a taxi) decided to turn even though they had a red light and the traffic going strait had a green light. So they were literally inches away from hitting each other. My hands were over my eyes like OMG, but when I took my hands down seconds later, they managed to not collide because the car going strait swerved to avoid him, getting dangerously close to hitting another car head on. Thank God no one was hit, that would have been one hell of an accident. And it was raining too. These people here cannot drive!