17 Days

Yep, still counting down lol. I guess he’s trying to be a BF while I am here, he got me flowers yesterday. I think he’s somewhat fronting cause he has too much pride, but whatever the case, I’ll be glad to be gone. I do wish I could help him with his medical bills tho, that hernia surgery gonna set him back a bit. If only his son had some damn sense in his head, and compassion. I feel for him having to deal with that, but at the same time he’s allowed it. His son has no respect, but then neither does his father……so yeah. Anyway I am looking forward to starting my life over…again. I do plan to move back to NC, WITH mom and sis. I don’t wanna stay in Indy, it’s just where mom is and she hadn’t been able to move down here yet. When we do, it won’t be Wilmington..lol. Not just cause S is here, cause who cares, but it’s too damn expensive to live here. 

So I put in my notice. I always feel nervous turning them in, whether I hate the job or not. It’s funny because I was going to put my notice in today, but then realized I wouldn’t be working that day and wont’ come all the way up there just to give a notice, so I turned it in yesterday. I dated it for my last day to be the 11th. I was gonna do that Sunday to help out with mother’s day, but they didn’t schedule me. In fact the only time I’m scheduled that week is to help in floral and in price tags. So I basically only got 3 days that week, so it made me picking my last day that much easier lol. (Ex) BF and I and his wayward son, head to Indy on the 15th. This place irks me and I am glad I finally have a reason to leave. They didn’t seem to care, probably because I’m not one of their fave employees. I handed the note to my supervisor, she handed it to the manager on duty at the time. It’s all good, I wasn’t expecting a going away party, but I know that if I had been on of their fave people, I would have gotten some kind of response lol. I’ve seen it with other employees. I have been mouthy, but shit I hate when they try to slide shady shit past me as if I won’t notice. The fight with hours, and doing the job they are paying me to do, being fed bullshit, it’s not worth staying. They only had me because finding a better job seemed impossible. Maybe once I get my degree I”ll get better choices, but I’m not sticking around here to find out. I have had enough of this man, and this job. I’m out on both counts lol.

I’m done with homework for today, at least the stuff due tonight. I’ll do the other class stuff tomorrow. I am off work until Friday, so I have time. I plan do some things I’ve been wanting to, since I have this 5 day mini vacay lol. Also, I need to work on getting ready to leave, and do last min school stuff. Tomorrow I plan to meet with my teacher to hand in a late homework assignment (thankfully she was understanding lol) and make some phone calls as to how to transfer schools, and hopefully be ready to start in the fall. I’m going to put in an application tomorrow too for this call center job I had in Indy. The worst they can say is no, but I have also updated my job search profiles on Indeed and LinkedIn for jobs in Indy. If it comes down to it, I’ll (temporarily lol) work for that damn store I used to work for in Indy, who happens to own the company I work for now lol. I didn’t wanna burn that bridge here just in case, so that’s why this store I’m at now even got a two week notice from me lol.