Mental Exhaustion

It’s been awhile since I have posted or have read favorites…I hope to catch up soon….my brain is tired…I’ve spent all my free time reading…some The Five People You Meet In Heave has to be my favorite. It’s pretty incredible. Books are a great escape and a source of relaxation.

This week was mind blowing….a texas man and his girlfriend were arrested…the man raped and beat a six month old girl…she has internal damage as well as most of her bones are broken..she has a fractured skull…her tongue was partially severed…the guess is from him trying to shove his dick in her mouth…her 19month old sister has healed fractures and a fractured skull as well..the woman was arrested because of the scarring in the vaginal areas shows there has been repeat assaults on the baby girl.

Dr. Phil had a two part special on a sexual preditor…I knew he was guilty as soon as I saw his face…the first words out of my mouth was shoot the bastard..don’t waste time or money on him…I have a good instinct on perverts..don’t know why but with many I can just look at them and tell…this pervert molested his four year old sister…and had admitted to raping other young girls. He said sex against their will..a nice way of saying rape.

What really pisses me off is what the freak said…”it happened to me so I didn’t think it was wrong.” BULLSHIT!!! It happened to me at a young age before I knew what it was and I still knew I didn’t like it and that is had to be wrong since it made me sick to my stomach and I didn’t want to do it….there is no way in hell if someone was truly abused that they would inflict this kind of torture on another human being..especially one as helpless as a child!!!!! Knowing how bad it feels and the long term damage that it causes…I don’t believe the theory of if it happened to you…you have a higher risk of doing it to others…I hate the abuse excuse!!! I wouldn’t wish this kind of thing on my worst enemy…it isn’t something that ends when the abuse ends..it lives with you for the rest of your life.

Dr. Phil told the freak that he wasn’t a monster..that he was a victim too and he would stand by him…get him help…I don’t believe there is help for him…those people are master manipulators..they will cry and beg forgiveness only to wait for another opportunity to hurt another person.

I just don’t believe we will ever put an end to this until we stop offering up excuses for the perversion…it just doesn’t make sense to me that so called educated people sat around and said…he only did it because it was done to him….I will never believe that…if they truly felt the pain there is no way they would inflict it on another person.

Like I said..my brain is tired…I tired of sick people…I am tired of liars…and I am tired of the people who defend them. After watching Dr. Phil…I had a brief flashback..that hasn’t happened in years. See what I mean? It stays with you forever.

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