[x] Exhausted

 Do you have a bulletin board in your room?
No. 
 
Was your father ever in the military?
No but it… seems like he was.
 
How many books have you read in the past year?
Not many, I haven’t had the time.
 
Do you think this summer will be better than last summer?
It HAS to be. Last summer was all about exams and tribunals and work stress… plus two of my closest friends moved out of the country.
 
What is one thing that annoys you about your mother?
She is so preoccupied by worry and stress all the time; to the point she makes everything about her and blows things out of proportion.
 
How many times have you been drunk?
Countless.
 
Stoned?
A lot.
 
Do you like acoustic music?
Sometimes.
 
How do you normally wear your hair?
When I go out, it is pretty much always down. I don’t know how to describe it… I generally wear it ‘volumous and bouncy’… sometimes I straighten it more, sometimes it’s more wavy. I have it up in a topknot at night. I sometimes put it in a ponytail or bun, but generally speaking I always have it down… I don’t see the point of having a really long mane of hair just to tie it up.
 
What’s the brand of the jeans you’re wearing?
I’m not wearing jeans now. The jeans I was wearing earlier are from Topshop.
 
How many contacts are in your cell phone?
Many.
 
Do you have a lack of something in your life?
Free time, etc. BUT my course ends really soon so hopefully I will be able to reclaim my evenings and weekends again.
 
What color hair did you have when you were little?
Blonde.
 
If you had to work at a clothing store, which one would you choose?
Urban Outfitters?
 
Do you wear mascara or eyeliner?
Both.
 
What’s the craziest thing you’ve done lately?
A number of things when I was in Japan, probably.
 
What’s been on your mind lately?
The past few days; the possibility of my job contract not being renewed, EXAMS and just panic and stress. 
 
How do you deal with regret?
I don’t actively regret things anymore. We all make decisions and do things at the time which make sense to us.
 
Are you modest?
I would say so.
 
What’s your favorite song at the moment?
No idea.
 
What is your least favorite color to wear?
Maybe yellow.
 
Who has taught you most in life?
Just my own experiences.
 
Did you watch boy meets world when you were younger?
No, probably because I didn’t grow up in America.
 
Do you order online or go out shopping more?
In this ridiculous town, order online. Although I do a good amount of both.
 
What’s the dumbest thing you’ve done all day?
Ate too much food.
 
Have you ever felt perfect with someone?
Yes.
 
Do you ever think of certain people and wonder what the hell happened?
Sure.
 
What was the last thing you drank out of a bottle?
Dr Pepper.
 
Are you doing okay?
I am utterly exhausted… but yes I am. The panic has died down somewhat.
 
Do you mess with your hair a lot throughout the day?
Not really.
 
Do you believe people really do change?
Obviously.
 
Have you ever had to deal with someone close moving away?
Oh of course. And I frequently move away myself.
 
What was the last illegal activity you took part in?
I’m not even sure.
 
Are you comfortable in your own skin?
Mostly.
 
Ever just needed a break from the world?
Naturally.
 
Have you met the last person you kissed’s parents?
Absolutely not.
 
When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
The other day.
 
Is the last person you kissed more than 2 years older than you?
Yes.
 
Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
Talk.
 
Are you a jealous person?
Nope.
 
Last time you slept in someone else’s bed?
3 weeks ago.
 
Have you ever fallen asleep with the last person that kissed you?
Barely.
 
Who was the last person you were in love with for more than a year?
I’ve only been in love with someone once in my life.
 
Were you happier 7 months ago or now?
Now.
 
Are you in a serious relationship?
No.
 
Will you be in a relationship in two months?
No.
 
What’s on your mind?
SLEEP. I am genuinly exhausted.
 
Would you live with someone without marrying them?
I already have and would again; there is no way I would marry someone without living with them first.
 
Did the last person who hurt you ever apologize?
Probably not.
 
Are you friends with your best friend’s boyfriend or girlfriend?
I have never even met Tara’s boyfriend. Seeing as he lives in America.
 
What do you do when you have a bad day?
Depends… I try to relax and then get over it.
 
Do you want someone you can’t have?
No.
 
What did you realize today?
That I may NOT have totally screwed up my exams by answering the wrong questions.
 
Were you single on your last birthday?
Yes.
 
Is there a person from the past that you would like to talk to?
Sure.
 
Do you regret letting someone walk out of your life?
No.
 
Do you miss them?
…
 
Do you care if people hate you?
I don’t think people ‘hate’ me. It honestly does not cause me much concern if people do not like me.
 
Can you commit to one person and one person only?
If Ireally loved them.
 
What color of hair did the last person you kissed have?
Brown.
 
What was the last movie you saw in theaters?
Looper? I’m probably wrong.
 
How many times are your ears pierced?
Once.
 
Who was the last person who called you?
Someone from Social Services. At 7:30pm. Love my job.
 
 
Have you honestly been IN love before?
Yes.
 
What color are your toe nails painted?
Red glitter but they’re so chipped.
 
What was the last flavor of soda you consumed?
It was Dr Pepper.
 
What have you accomplished this weekend?
It’s just started…. and I need to finish my massive essay.
 
Do you own anything with plaid on it?
Doubt it.
 
What color is your purse?
My PURSE has a black background with multi coloured owls. My BAG I use the most frequently is black.
 
Do your eyebrows match your hair color?
Yeah.
 
How long ago did you brush your teeth?
This morning, so it’s been a while.
 
Do you smoke weed more than once a week?
No.
 
Do you have a large forehead?
Haha no.
 
How many times have you smoked a cigarette?
A fair few.
 
Have you ever had hallucinations?
Yeah but not… full-on.
 
What did you wear today?
Black patent shoes, blue jeans, a top with various patterns from it… hard to describe… I bought it from Camden market ages ago, black cardigan, leopard print coat.