[x] Discomfort

 Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
Yeah.
 
What are you excited about?
I always have something to be excited about, but I’m not actively excited right now.
 
Would you be able to tell someone you love them, even if you didn’t mean it?
I am sure I am ABLE to, but I wouldn’t. I was in a relationship with someone for almost a year, and he told me he loved me all the time, but I never said it back… yeah awkward.
 
What are you listening to?
Nothing. The TV is on in the background but I’m not really listening to it.
 
What color are your eyes?
Dark green.
 
Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?
Yeah.
 
Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight?
Nope.
 
Ever kissed someone that smokes?
Yes.
 
Three words to explain why you last threw up?
Too much alcohol.
 
Is there someone in your life you don’t want in it?
Not really.
 
Do you get mad easily?
Usually not.
 
Where do you see yourself in the next 2 years?
Oh, happy and successful I hope…
 
Plans for tomorrow?
I believe I am seeing Gina, we may be going shopping, if it isn’t snowing… then getting wine and food and watching films.
 
What woke you up this morning?
I woke up naturally. I always wake up before my alarm.
 
Do you take compliments well?
I guess.
 
Do you like to make the first move?
I don’t really care.
 
Last thing you ate?
Crisps.
 
What made you sad today?
I have just been in a lacklustre mood. Work is weird – so quiet now that everyone is leaving, and it is like the place is slowly dying. Kosma wasn’t there to make me laugh by doing stupid things. Gina was sad. Came home early… yeah.
 
What makes you not be able to sleep?
It depends I suppose. I usually sleep okay.
 
Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
Yeah.
 
How many different people of the opposite sex have you cried over?
One.
 
Last thing you had to drink?
Apple Capri Sun.
 
What are you wearing?
Black trousers, sparkly jumper, white scarf, gold dangly earrings with birds on, a ring, underwear.
 
Are you tan?
No.
 
Ever been to a friends house and starved the whole time?
Haha yeah definitely.
 
What is the closest green object to you?
There is green on my duvet.
 
Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Gina.
 
Did you have a good day yesterday?
It was okay actually.
 
Who’s the last person you had a sleepover with?
Christine.
 
Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided seeing them?
Yeah.
 
Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend?
No.
 
How many texts are in your inbox?
My texts don’t work like that.  
 
Will you get married?
I wouldn’t say it’s a dead cert.  
 
Who was the first person you talked to today?
Vanessa.
 
Are you a forgiving person?
Generally.
 
How late did you stay up last night and why?
Like 10, I was so tired. So tired lately.
 
If you could move somewhere else, would you?
If it was for a fantastic new job, sure. I don’t see the point in uprooting myself for any other reason though.
 
When was the last time you cried really, really hard?
6th January.   
 
Have you ever dated a soccer player?
Yeah. 
 
Has anyone ever told you they were in love with you?
Yes. 
 
Do you still talk to the person you were dating 9 months ago?
I wasn’t dating anyone then.
 
When is the next time you’ll hug someone?
Not sure.
 
What are you doing this coming week?
Usual work stuff I guess.
 
Where do you work?
In a residential facility for people with learning difficulties, challenging behaviour and mental health problems.
 
Are you afraid of roller coasters?
Well I don’t like them.
 
How is life going for you right now?
Fine… things are changing but it’s not through my choice, which is disconcerting. I feel stable though.
 
What were you doing at 7:00 AM?
Getting ready for work.
 
Can you keep a secret?
Yeah.
 
Do you wish on 11:11?
No.
 
Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
Of course.
 
Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
No.
 
To whom did you last give the finger to?
Probably Kosma.
 
How many hours did you sleep last night?
About 9, but I’m still tired.
 
Is there someone you can’t stop thinking about?
No.
 
Do you think you’re old?
No.    
 
Can you ice skate?
I haven’t ice skated since I was 7, so I doubt it.
 
Are you getting engaged any time soon?
Goodness no.
 
How’s your heart lately?
Fine.
 
1. Have you ever been to a chiropractor? How was it? if not, would you ever go? 
Such a suitable question – I would love to go to a chiropractor right now, I’m sure my back is out of allignment, and my neck and shoulders consequently feel weird.
 
2. Do you like reading poetry? If so, do you have a favorite poem? 
Yeah, my favourite is Deep Elm by Sylvia Plath.  
 
3. Where do you want to travel?
Most places, honestly. I’m hoping to go to Tokyo and Poland this year, money permitting…
 
4. Would you ever want to study abroad? Where? 
I looked into studying in Australia/New Zealand but unfortunately what I want to study (Clinical Psychology) can only really be studied here in the UK – I mean, it is funded here…
 
5. If you’re in college, do you have a roommate? Do you get along? If you don’t have a roommate or don’t go to college, what’s your favorite ice cream flavor? 
In my first year of university I had five bizarre, dirty flatmates. Then I lived with a ‘friend’ who turned out to be a psycho. Then I lived with my ex boyfriend. Anyway – my favourite ice cream flavour is banoffee or something along those lines.
 
6. Have you ever had any major injuries? 
No.
 
7. Why do you take surveys?
It’s like a diary I guess, like a record of my life. 
 
8. How often do you have to do laundry? Do you hate doing it or does it not really bother you? 
About once a week, I don’t mind. 
 
9. Do you have a webcam? how often do you use it? If not, what is your favorite song at the moment? 
I do but I don’t use it. 
 
10. Do you listen to the Shins? If not, you should check them out. 🙂 
I don’t listen to them regularly. 
 
11. Do you ever do any creative writing? 
Not really anymore, I used to.
 
12. How has the weather been lately where you live?
COLD. 
 
13. Do you have a TV in your room? 
Yeah.
 
14. Where was your first job? Did you like it? If you haven’t had a job, where would you love to work one day? 
I worked in a pharmacy, yeah I did like it.
 
15. Do you have anything hanging on your walls? 
Just loads of photos and cards.
 
16. What did your last exercise consist of? 
Walking…

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