Nothing much to say

It’s hard to know what to write about when it has been so long since I wrote regularily. Nausea is kicking my ass today. Rob’s snoring kept me up from 4am to 5:30am when I finally just moved to the couch. I went back to bed when he got up at 7:30am and slept until just before 1pm. A couple of loads of laundry have been done, dishes loaded into the dishwasher and on. I have to get something together for dinner shortly. I showered today…lol that seems like a strange thing to write…it’s kind of a big thing actually since before sick leave and when I was working I was sacrificing personal hygiene for extra sleep. I’ve been showering every day since I’ve been off now that I have the time. Today, though, I didn’t bother doing my hair or make-up. What’s the point. If I have to impress my husband there’s something wrong there. I do like to look good and be "done" but today it just felt like too much. It takes for-fricking-ever to blow dry my hair. It’s time for a visit to the hair dresser…if only I could afford it. I can’t remember the last time I got a hair cut….March, maybe April??? It’s still in pretty good shape considering.

For some reason I’m dreading that it is the end of the week. Probably because I know that there is no money left this weekend for any extras. We skipped a visa payment this pay day for the haul of groceries instead. I love having a full fridge, freezer and pantry…it’s secure and comforting. However, skipping the visa payment is hanging over my head like a dark cloud. If it were my visa I really wouldn’t care, but it’s my mom’s. I live in fear a lot worried that she’s going to look at the balance or payment history…I should have known I couldn’t handle credit cards when she gave it to me for "emergencies". I think the first "emergency" was drinks and dinner at a place downtown! I think I’m still paying for that actually…well, I would be if I were making payments.

I have all the windows open right now…a Chinook rolled in lastnight and I think it’s 16 or 17 out right now. It would have been a nice day to spend outside…if I were into that kind of thing.

Well time to figure out dinner…Rob will be home from work in an hour.