Xmas, excited n panic attacks (+ Pics)

Heyyy guys XD Hope you guys all had an awesome Christmas! I had a really good day!

I woke up xmas morning at about 8.. Went online and talked to Paul for a while and waited for my brother to wake up.  Then we opened our presents.. I got everything i wanted, mainly cause i picked it all out ;P Hehe lots of clothes, perfume, a jacket i wasn’t expecting and a 12 megapixel touch digital camera which i was really excited about!  My brother also got me a really nice necklace and earring set which i wasn’t expecting.. He usually gives me chocolate!  I always buy him DVD’s.. This year got him The 40 Year Old Virgin and Knocked Up.. So a bit of a theme there but he’s never seen them and he’ll love them.

After that it was up to nans for lunch.  Nan only lives a minute away on the street behind ours so that’s alright!  So had lunch there with two of my aunts and all my cousins, did the present thing and all that jazz.  Later on my Uncle came with a couple more cousins i haven’t seen in a while, well sober anyway, i see them out a lot!

We’ve all grown up now, except for Sienna, who i’m guessing is about 8ish, and she LOVVVEEESSSS ME!!  I’m not a kids person, and she hangs off me everytime i see her.. I have a million cousins.. And she follows me around o_O I was pretty exhausted by the time we left nans for pop’s for dinner!

It was really sad at Pop’s.. Made me miss nan.. She should’ve been there.  Second xmas without her.  Also most of the family lives in qld there.. They’re so used to having a massive amount of people in that tiny house all the time.. You can tell Pop is lonely.. It makes me sad!

After that we came home, about 8PMish.. Thank god!  Then Paul came down and picked me up, because i’d had a couple too many to drink, and we exchanged our perfume/cologne presents.  I got him Calvin Klein Euphoria, and he got me Gwen Stephani L.A.M.B.  So we both smell awesome lol!

And that was my xmas!  I shall post pics at the bottom!  Now to the fun bit.. NEW YEARS!!!

So for the last three years i’ve been going to the Falls Festival for New Years.. It’s held over the 29th, 30th and 31st, and 14.5 thousand people all camp out in this huge big paddock thing and basically get drunk and listen to the bands/comedy/entertainment provided!  It’s honestly the funnest thing i do all year and i’m leaving TOMORROW i’m SO excited!

We have a bit of a rountine to follow.  The first day we get stoned.. The first day is optional, not everyone comes and there aren’t any bands playing, it’s just if you wanna come and get organised early.. And us loving Falls. always come early!  So we dont’ wanna fuck ourselves off alcohol for the other two nights when there aren’t even bands playing!  Last year we smoked it but this year we made cookies.. I would have preferred to smoke it to be honest and not intake all that sugar but eh.. Prue didn’t wanna roll them all and we can’t get away with a bong!

So yeah.. As of tomorrow i wont be back until the 1st.. I’ll take lots of photos and you’ll love it lol!  No phone reception for the whole time either which makes it even better!  I’m so so so so excited we’ve been looking forward to this all year!

Oh… Before i go.. I should write this down.. I had some form of panic attack or something the other night.. I’m not really sure what it was so that’s what i’ll call it!  I was having sex with Paul (lol) And i started to get real wheezey, i suffer from asthma so i figured it was just that.. I ignored it for a little and then it got harder to breathe and i told Paul to stop.. Then it got real bad.. I started freaking out because i couldnt breathe,  really panicking and crying because i was heaving and couldn’t get my breathe.  This has never happened to me during all my years of having bad asthma! 

Paul ran out to my car and grabbed my inhaler, he was really worried, after that he put me on his chest, put one arm around me and rest his other hand on my head, which i find so reassuring, and kept saying it’s going to be okay, shh it’s okay, you’re alright bub.. I couldn’t ask for him to handle the situation better!  I wheezed for ages but managed to calm myself down a little and eventually fell asleep!

OKAY PICS!

Xmas morning.. mum got a waveski as you can see under that blanket!

My dog always freaks out xmas morning.. She HATES it, so she was taking revenge on the wrapping paper!

My cousins in nan’s spa

Me and my daddy… Horrible horrible photo

This is what nan brought my dog for xmas.. It’s a rubber chicken thing and she LOVES it

This is my brother and I.. He’s two years younger than me, he’s so tall, our whole family’s short so he’s odd lol

Lol this is Laura and i.. She used to live with me, she’s like my big sister.. I love her heaps

The mess we made

Two family’s and my nan n pop