This looks like a job for me

.. so everybody just follow me.  Old school Eminem.  Random.

I can’t write when I have music on I distract myself singing haha.  That’s why I always write random words in these entries.  I’m usually singing that word at the time.  I read back and I’m like… wtf is wrong with you!?

I don’t actually have anything to write.  I’m just scared Linz is gunna fly down here purely just to kick my ass mumma style if I don’t haaa.  I don’t see that as a successful fight on my half and I think this friendship would be ruined if you kicked my ass.

This time next week Christmas will all be over.  Thank god.  I love Christmas but this year I do NOT want to go up to my grandparents house and spend the day all chummy up there with them.  I want him locked away and instead I’m going up there to spend family time with him?!  I plan to get drunk at about 10AM so hopefully I won’t have much recollection of the day.

I’m putting unnecessary pressure on myself at work to be no 1.  It’s ridiculous but it’s purely coming from my own head.  The lady who always finishes 2nd told me last week that she feels the same way so that kind of makes me feel better.  I’m now disappointed if I don’t get AT LEAST 200%.  That’s crazy!  Some people in the team don’t even reach 100% or get commission and I’m hating on myself because I’m not doubling it!?  BLAH calm the fuck down Jade.  It’s a job.

I lovvee my job but I am excited to have a week off between xmas and new years to just do nothing but hopefully work out and hang out with friends etc.

I’ve been talking to Bren way more than what I should be.  I legit email him from when I come in to when I leave at work.  Sammi always teases me because she doesn’t understand what we could possibly be saying in so many emails.  So everytime I’m writing one she goes “And thennnn I just did another order” “Then I had a chip cause I was kinda hungry”.  We just feed off each other.  I have no idea how we keep convo for 8 straight hours a day 5 days a week.  

He got drunk on Friday for his Xmas party and tried to talk me into going to see him.  I almost did too.. Silly me.  Surely I’m not dumb enough to go down that road again??
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Half the problem may be that I haven’t got laid in like.. FOREVER.  Yet, I still have no interest in hooking up.  This dude’s been trying to pick up on facebook.  He’s a total feral but he has pretty brown eyes lol wait..

I’m a sucker for brown eyes.
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I don’t even know how he ended up on my facebook.  He just popped up out of no where and started trying to pick up.  He’s not very smooth though and it’s a total turnoff.  Bleh I hate men lol.  I’m a lost cause.

Okay I don’t think I have anything else interesting to note so I shall head off.