Smiley head! (pics)

That’s me xD I’m an extremely happy girl right now!

So i cut all the shit with Bren.  It wasn’t going anywhere.  But circles.  He was an ass to me a couple of weeks ago and that was pretty much it for me.  I realised I didn’t trust him and would be forever jealous!

I’d also realised at this point that I was really attracted to Geard.  I told Julie and she laughed, she never saw it coming!  I can’t say I really did either!  Was just something that clicked inside of me!  To be honest I thought all it’d ever be was wishful thinking, with all the drama and what not!  Bren picked up on it immediately, he wasn’t happy either.

Brendon has acted turned into Paul, i cannot believe it!  He’s forever sulking and burdoning all of us with his crap.  Don’t get me wrong.  I’m always there for my friends.  But he goes too far.  He sulks.  And brings us all down about the same crap all the time.  He makes it impossible for us to have fun around him and as a result, we really don’t want to be!

Speaking of Paul, been talking to him!  But in an actual friends way!  It’s SO wierd.  And i actually don’t want anything to happen, he’s been hinting at catching up from what i can tell but i’m honestly not even interested in seeing him!  It’s awesome, I can’t remember the last time I wasn’t hooked up on him and trying to scam myself into his life somehow!

Geard and I have gotten very close in the last few days, he stayed with me last night and the night before, held me all night long =) Tonight is going to be very lonely for me!  I’m finding it all so exciting cause I haven’t even kissed him yet!  The only time i’ve been away from him since xmas day is the 5 hours i worked today.  Yesterday was hard, Julie Geard and I were going up to Coles Bay for a road trip (2 and a half hours) and back, but Bren decided to invite himself along so couldn’t cuddle up to him the entire day and it was soooo hard!

I’m just so happy about it all =) He’s perfect for me!  He lives about 20 mins away from me, works on his familys farm and has a v hot v8 holden ute!  Plus i find him totally gorgeous!  Hehe smiley head!!!!!

He’s going away to Falls tomorrow for New Years though which makes me sad, i’m not going to see him until the 1st now =(  I have to work all week, hence why i’m not going, i’m going to drive back up to Coles Bay on Wednesday night to spend New Years with Julie.

I feel so excited and nothing’s even happened yet lol!  First time in a long time that i have 100% trust in someone!  It feels pretty good too =)

Anyyywayyy I shall leave it at that!  Here are some pics from two weeks ago when we went out!