Slackass

Yes I suck.  I haven’t updated in ages.  I just don’t have the energy for some reaosn.

The weather is finally hot =] It’s awesome!! Last Sunday Geard, mum, dad, auntie Jayne and my three cousins and I went for a day trip up to Coles Bay to do the Wineglass Bay walk.  It’s beautiful wait i’ll find a piccie!

You’ve gotta walk up over the hills to get to the beach, which is gorgeous!  Geard has a shack near here so we technically could’ve cheated and taken his boat straight around there.  It’s a HUGE hike and we were all so buggered by the end of the night. 

Geard was hungover as fuck from the wedding he was best man in the night before, he wasn’t very well at all, he  made it though, we all did eventually lol.  It was a good day though!

I decided against going to the wedding myself.   I would’ve had to spend the day with his parents while he was off doing best man duty and we don’t really get along that well, his mum has no interest in me whatsoever so it kinda makes things really awkward and I didn’t want to put either of us in that position!

Julie Geard and I are going to Melb on Friday =] woop woop.  Going to see Nickelback finally and Julie and I are going to go bankrupt on shopping and drinking lol can’t wait!

Geard’s not moving out with Bren anymore.  I got upset about it and told him I really didn’t want it to happen.  I wanted to be able to share moving out with him, I wanted to be able to feel welcome in his house, as I already don’t now.  We’d already agreed that when he moved out i’d spend most of my time there with him, but I couldn’t do that if Bren was there.  He agreed and he didn’t want to cause issues, nor be in the middle of his girlfriends and best friends bullshit so he’s staying put for a while.  I thought that maybe he’d talk to me about getting a place but it never came up so i guess we’re not at the point yet!  Although he did propose on sat night lol, when he was drunk.  It’s the forth time he’s done it though =

I keep having dreams about Paul.. It’s wierd as :S although the only one i can remember was that I kissed Paul and then I pushed back and was like, no, i’m not doing this to geard, i’m not doing this to myself, i’m not that person anymore.  Which is a good thing I guess, but wierd, I havent’ talked to Paul in months!

Anyways, boring update but i’m done!

xx