Sick as a dog

I’ve been crook all week. Gastro like I’ve never known it before. I’ve spent since late last Monday either in bed, on the toilet or the same spot on the couch. It. Was. Hell. I woke up today feeling better though so hopefully it’s passed. Back to work tomorrow which I’m actually glad about because I’m so sick of bein cooped up here!

I’ve just felt so lonely and frustrated an shut of from everyone. I’ve only seen geard once all week and he just doesn’t seem interested atm. I don’t know why. I don’t know if it’s jsut that he’s tired and sick too, that’s what he said when I asked him. But he just doesn’t seem the same 🙁 I had a dream last night that we broke up too so that doesn’t help anything.

bren is mad at me. He was bugging me when I was sick about melb accommodation for next month when we go to nickelback. I snapped at him and told him to drop it, now he reckons he’s not coming at all. Causes so much shit and ruins the whole thing for Geard too 🙁 everythings going to shit argh. Geard spent the day with him today to try and convince him. I couldn’t care either way about bren but I doubt Geard will go if bren doesn’t 🙁