Playboyyyyyyy

So I left too much of a gap between entries again.

I apologized to Jackie, not for having work because lets face it, can’t help that.  But i apologized for what I said about her in that entry.  Should’ve just kept it to myself cause she don’t care apparently.  I tried to explain it to her but she reckoned all i was doing was blaming her.  Dunno.  Clearly shouldn’t have bothered to try and do the right thing.  Meh.

Not much else is happening with me.  Talking to Bren now.  He and I were alone at his place and we were texting and he ended up just walking up and giving me a cuddle and yeah we’ve been fine since then.  he’s thinking about getting back with his ex which is huge.  I’ll be happy for him if he does.  For his little boy’s sake.  And if it makes him happy cause I haven’t really seen him that happy in a long time.  It means we can’t be as close for obvious reasons, but as long as he’s happy, all I want for him!

So i’ve been in a really good routine lately.  I only eat cereal for breakfast, sandwiches for lunch and then tea.  I run every night too and i’m really noticing the difference and I’m LOVING it!  It’s good cause it means that i could actually fit into the tiny playboy outfit that I bought for the playboy mansion party last friday night.  I would not have been able to wear it before because i’ve always had fairly big legs.

Anyways I’m really not that much in the mood to write so i’ll just leave you with some pictures from the playboy night!  It was a really good night.  I’d never been to The Rooftop before and i’m not sure I liked it so much.  I dunno, just the atmosphere or something?  I’ve never seen so many whores in the same room lol.  Granted, I was one of them, it was insane.  No one else really had a proper costume like I did.  Everyone was pretty much just wearing a corset, underwear and bunny ears!  Julie and I left after midnight and went down to good old Isobar lol.  We were getting funny looks in our gear but I was loving it.