My head hurtsssss

I concentrate too hard at Guitar Hero and it gives me a god damn tension headache from frowning too much.  Lol def a sign that I SUCK and I’m trying way way too hard.  I bought GH5 and a new guitar for PS2.. Which i didn’t realise was such shit quality uugh.  It’s not out on PC yet and I don’t have a Wii or Xbox so I thought that would suffice.

My man’s bday tomorrow =] So untop of the frame and cologne I got him this little teddy badger.  He calls me weasel but I couldn’t find a weasel so that’s the closest I could get LoL.  I bought a pretty bad and some tissue paper etc yesterday.  I’ve also decided I’m going to be very corny and write him a love letter too.  Cept I’m going to put it in the back of the frame and tell him it’s there later as an extra suprise.  Mainly cause I don’t want to be all embarrassed as he would read it in front of me lol!

We’re going out for tea with his parents and probably brother tomorrow night.  They changed the place and time etc cuz I had to work later and I would’ve have been able to go which would’ve sucked!  I might take him out to tea on Sunday night too, as just an us thing!  I don’t think his mum likes me, I can’t really tell if it’s just her personality or if she actually just isn’t fond of me!

She used to make a lot of effort to try and talk to me, as I’m a very shy/quiet person and yeah she said to Geard I’m so so quiet and she is just trying to get to know me etc.  But now, she doesn’t say a word to me, I try and talk to her now I’m a bit more comfortable but she doesn’t really respond to me.  Find it a bit unconfortable when I’m there but hey, what can you do.  Hopefully it’ll become a bit better the more time I spend there?!  

Geard’s got Ella this weekend which kinda sucks because it’s Grand Final day.  I’d usually go get pissed somewhere with friends and then go to town later that night to go dancing.  But I told Geard I’d bring the beers to his place and we can just have a few there.  Bit more quiet, but hey, I guess that’s what parenthood is!  As long as I’m with him I don’t mind!

Finally got back into the Gym this week.  I’ve got a meeting on Friday there.. I think it’s called a nutritionalist meeting.. I dunno.  It’s pointless anywhere because I already calorie count and I’m already aware of what my body needs.  But i’ve gotta do it so eh.  Last time they weighed me she told me i was like 65kg so i’ve been dead against them since then lol!  I had been off eating well for a while when that happened though.  I should be about 60-61 on their scales now, because mine are about 59-59.5 (woo hoo!)

Went out for tea with Jade last Saturday night.  I missed her.  Issue is she’s so god damn busy all the time the only time I ever see her is for classes at the gym!  Can’t wait til she’s on school holidays!

Also been thinking about going out with Mol for a night.. Reason I haven’t is cause we had a big fight about a year ago and haven’t talked until now so it’s kinda awkward cause we don’t really know each other anymore.. Having said that it’s always the same.. But eh.

I guess I better go write that loveeeee letter.  Lol uugh corn fest.