Cross this new divide.

Heyyy!!  

It’s been ages, I’ve been too sick to feel motivated to do anything, even write =.  Luckily i’m finally shaking it YAY!

I’m almost well enought to start working out again I’m so excited.  I feel all fat and flabby.  I’m not of coarse, I’ve actually kept the weight off because I haven’t been eating.  But I don’t like the feeling.

I’m well enough for sex now too lol!  It was VERY overdue, Geard was going insane, as was I, but I was ill so not tooooo phased.

Random note here.. Chris Daughtry – No Suprise.  Fcking awesome song.  I can’t wait for his new album.  His voice is sexy as hell!

It was Geard and my four months yesterday =].  We had a bit of a rough week.. Niggling at each other and carrying on etc.  I realised how much alike we are.  I hadn’t realised it up to this point.  But he is really similar to me in a lot of things.  Which is why we tend to clash a lot when we argue.  I was a bit worried there for a few hours, doubting myself.  Wondering if I’d done the right thing by jumping into another relationship so quickly.  I realise now I’d just been upset and we can work these things out.

We went out for tea last night, which was really nice to just sit and chat with him about anything =]  Then we came home and had amazing sex.  We a lot more comfortable with each other now, and starting to learn what each other really likes.  Hehe I’m very sore today.

He got cut at me though cause I was laughing at him because he doesn’t like anal.  I wasn’t aware that kinda guy existed after being hassled my entire sexual life for it LoL.  We layed there together afterwards talking, I told him a lot of things I have reserved from other people.  He was suprised at just how sexual I am lol.  He’s loving it.  But yeah, I don’t think he realised before that I really am up for anything and will try anything at least once.  He asked a lot of questions about things i’d done etc and was fairly suprised at my answers I think.  It’s good though, he’s really starting to physically understand me!

He wrote me a poem on Saturday night, I got it Sunday morning after we’d been fighting.  He’s so gorgeous =] 

So happpy =]

We’re going to see Ice Age 3 in 3D tonight with Bren and Anna (his new sorta "not" girlfriend) lol.  I had a fight with him on Friday night too.  We fight a lot lol.  We sorted by the end of that night though so that was good.  He knows how to handle me when i’m upset, doesn’t fuel me.  He’s prob the only person alive that doesn’t lol.  I spent a bit of time with him last week which was good, we got to have a few good conversations.  We can’t really talk properlly around ppl cause they tend to get jealous and interrupt us all the time and include themselves.  Hard to see him now because he’s always at Anna’s.  I’m glad he’s found someone though, just want him to be happy!

Okay that’s enough from me for now =]