06/02/2012

Okay so you all know I’m a cusser, I feel like there’s probably more language than usual ahead.  Be warned.

Right now my head is pounding like a bitch.  Not the normal throbbing headaches that I am used to hanging around all the time, it feels like someone has smashed me across the bridge of my nose with the end of a baseball bat, across both eye sockets and up my forehead just fucking pounds argh!

So last Sunday I went into my old phone to get Jacq’s (desserae’s) address so I could send her and bub a gift, I had it in a msg from her husband from last time I sent her a surprise card.  Anyways, going through my msgs Bren’s name was on top, I went into the msgs and it took me to all my saved msgs from him, all telling me how much he loved me and how he was always going to be there bluh bluh fucking blah, I just kinda "huh"ed at them and then that was it. Bare with me here I am taking this somewhere.

Then the next day, I had one of the new guys buddying with me listening to my calls, this guys name is Dallas and he’s the only guy out of the whole lot of like 25 that’s actually a decent human being and doesn’t believe that he can just come out of training and breeze it from pure arrogance.  His trainer is Bren.  So Jess and I were talking to him about what he’d been doing in training that day and he said it’d been a bludge all day, they’d spent first session going over stuff and the whole second session talking about Briscoe’s [Bren’s] engagement.

… his what?

Jess and I kinda O_O and I ask him "what?" and he then proceeds to tell me how he took Sam to this restaurant the Friday before and got down on one knee and fucking proposed.  That it was all hush hush atm they’d only told family and close friends but the other trainer blabbed it when they were talking about their weekends.

Well thanks a lot buddy.  What a fuckup of a marriage that is going to be.  What a joke.  We’ve not been talking for what… 3-4 months tops?!!  Not even that!  He’s so desperate to not be alone and "be somewhere" in life that he’s had to proposed while they’re still in honeymoon phase from getting back together the bajillionth time.  Con fucking gratulations morons.  You don’t keep shit like that quiet, what reason would you have other than the fact that you’re ashamed of it.

I almost mass texted him all my texts and told him fuck you I hate you and I hope he knows that and that I wish him nothing but misery but I just sucked it up and moved on.  I was fucking cranky about it but I didn’t get upset which is good.  They can have their marriage. 

He seems to linger around more now than ever.  I think he’s trying to suss out if I know or not.  Well yeah I know and I could give a shit.  Fuck off away from me.

I told Dallas he was my ex of like 3-4 months ago and he gets this whole D: look and was like OMG WHY DID NO ONE STOP ME.  I actually felt bad for the guy, I knew he must’ve felt sorry for me, hell I would’ve!

I’m excited for things coming up soon.  I’m going to Sydney for Lady Gaga on the 23rd.  Then I’m going to see Jacq for her baby shower next month 😀 I’m taking a few more days off too rather than just going for the weekend, everytime I go up there it’s always for an event and we never really get to chill and just catch up!  Then Bali in September for Stacey’s wedding which will be amazing, two whole weeks off work with my friends, will be amazing!

Work’s pissing me off lately.  Not the work but the people.  All these new arrogant people are starting, doubling our dept and then there’s a few that have transferred across that are doing the wrong thing but they’re getting massive sales numbers so no one pulls them up.  It’s not fair on us that do the right thing and robs us of all the incentives.  I went there today to help with the queues due to the Galaxy S III release with Jess and it was so nice to sit in our dept and not be surrounded by all these money hungry people who could care less about the customer or the rules or basic privacy laws!!  I’m thinking about going back in tomorrow, next weekend is a long weekend and they won’t offer us overtime once the S III has calmed down a bit.  Samsung has gone crazy with this phone the incentives are absolutely massive.  The best one being a trip for you and three friends to disneyland all paid for with 1k spending money.  There’s about 10 different prize packs though so I want to sell a heap of galaxy’s while they’re so popular.

I was meant to go out with Megs tonight, we’re on man hunts.  Not really, she is, I honestly couldn’t stand being close to a guy right now.  I’m pretty sure I’m going to dry up and shrivel if I don’t get back out there though hahaha.  We didn’t go because it’s been raining all day and it’s just miserable out there.  I’m sporting my hoodie, tights and ugg boots and nothing’s changing that today!

Alrighty, I’m going back to bed to watch more Vampire Diaries, I never got into it and now I’ve watched almost all 3 seasons in like 3 weeks.