Myday 8th

Today I woke up around 3:10 am shaking and I even peed myself. I dreamed of my ex-husband beating me up when that happened I would hide in the closet. When he came home from work, I would tell if he had a good day or bad. It was most of the time bad and I got beat up for it. I was married for over 10 yrs. it was hell for me. I didn’t know much about the law, i was living in a bubble and nobody taught me anything about anything, I completely depended on my ex. it was pathetic, he would kick me out of the house and I had ch I lived with his family, and they all hated me and abused me physically and mentally. I got PTSD cuz of it. I wish someone would give me advice or say to leave him, I would have done just that. But it’s ok now I’m trying to live my life as it goes. i feel happy and I know I’m loved but I still think of my past and i cant do anything about it. I hate it. But today is another day and live full of it if you can. One day at a time