my day 2

today I woke up around 9:50 am cuz my dog was barking. My husband went to work. I didn’t sleep well I woke up around 3:15 am or so crying cuz of a nightmare so I waited for about 2 hours to take another med to go back to sleep. When my husband went to work he woke me up with a kiss but I was too tired so he left.  About 10 minutes I heard out dog bark so I got up took him outside did his business and did my duties like cleaning my cats and feeding them, and the rest I had cooked food for the rest of the week. So I watched my shows on my computer and took care of my dog. I had an ok day. I kept seeing things around me and I knew all it was in my imagination but I couldn’t control it, also the voices did not help me at all. But I keep trying the best I can, I love life, and I’m happy I wake up at all. You should thank God that you wake up. But today was ok.. my pain level was 8 out of 10. It’s like that every day so I have to deal with it daily. I have to be positive all the hard times. My cats and dog are doing well and so is my husband and that is what matters. Good nite for now