My Heart Cries Out, No! NO!

March 8, 2020

i got a call this morning that i didn’t even know i was dreading. spydr…my spydr. i can’t believe this is real.

i can’t believe this is happening. how is this right?

i will love you forever, spydr. delmas o’dell hayes. (…i like the o’dell. what’s wrong with the o’dell??)

what will i ever do without you? how will lolak never scroll across my screen again? how?

i feel empty. and broken. and…

oh, spydr, noooo…