AAAAAHHHHHH!

at the last possible second, jaclyn and jeremy decided to have dinner with nate last night.  naturally, i was invited, considering jaclyn has been trying to set me up with nate for more than a year.  soooooo….

i went, and had a BLAST.  obviously, i love jaclyn and jeremy, and it would have been worth it go just to spend time with my little pal, porter.  but nate is SO cute, and SO nice, and guess what?

HE LIKED ME! =)

we went to friday’s for dinner, and we asked the waiter to split our bill three ways: 1) jaclyn and jeremy, 2) me and 3) nate.  well, he ended up only splitting in half, leaving nate and me on the same tab.  i tried to pay, but nate insisted on it.  i felt kind of bad, considering we don’t even really know each other, but it was so considerate of him and i was shocked that he would do such a thing.

my original plan when we left the restaurant was to head home, but nate hinted that he wanted to hang out a little longer.  so we all went back to jaclyn and jeremy’s.  we ended up playing scene it, which is jeremy’s favorite game…and which i TOTALLY SUCK AT!  and i was on nate’s team and he kind of sucks too, except not quite as bad as me.  i can’t remember the last time i had so much fun.

nate and i both decided to leave at the same time, so we walked out together.  our exchange on the way out went something like this:
me: well, it was really awesome to see you again, i had a really fun time tonight!  hopefully we’ll see each other again soon…i’m sure jeremy will plan something.
him: definitely.  jeremy has my number if you ever wanna give me a call.
me: ok, cool.  and jaclyn has mine, so………
*semi-awkward pause*
me: ok, well, drive safe!  and hopefully i’ll talk to you soon.

naturally, i called jaclyn as soon as i shut my car door.  two minutes after we hung up, she called me back and said, "nate just called.  he wants your number."

AAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this is so freakin weird to me, because i’ve been out of this whole game for so damn long.  i don’t even know what to do or how to act or how to read signals anymore.  but i had such a good time and i really hope he calls me or texts me because i have a good feeling about this.

i think i said that a few entries ago…that i had a good feeling about meeting nate.  i just hope my gut instinct is right this time.  i think this could be really good….

=)