5/15/08

he stayed. 

he stayed for me.

i am blown away and so very, very thankful. 

i don’t even know what else to say.  we’ve only known each other a week, but i feel like i’ve known him for years.  i know he feels it too.  he told me he couldn’t leave, that he would regret losing me.  that he would never find another girl like me and that letting me slip away would be the biggest mistake he could ever make.

i always wondered what it would feel like when i met my future husband.  and now i know.  it’s the strangest feeling in the world…but it’s the most amazing feeling, too and i can’t wait to see what the future holds for us.

on another happy note, kristina and i got the apartment!!!!!!!!!!  the landlord is mailing me the lease so that we can sign it.  we can move in july 1st!

6 months ago, i never would have believed that my life could suddenly take a turn for the better.  and now look at me.  i guess sometimes when you lose, you win.

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May 15, 2008
May 18, 2008

You’re lucky that you guys realized you were right for each other in so short a time. My husband and I pretty much grew up with each other, but it took YEARS before sparks started flying. Ha! I sound old, don’t I?

May 18, 2008

ryn: you are right. it is best to just wait. because honestly, i’m not willing to lose him as a friend. he’s too important, and even if that is all we are it will be ok. i will learn to deal with it in time. but its hard to want to say something so much, and have to keep it in. i’m going crazy 🙂

May 20, 2008

oh yeah! good news! You had it coming! 🙂

June 11, 2008

So how are things?