2/15/08

i know it’s been a while since i’ve written.  i’ve been busy with boring stuff; nothing really worthy of writing a full entry.  but i have some time to kill before i go out tonight, so i figured i would try to come up with something.

i’ve been spending a lot more time with melissa (the girl i used to HATE with a passion) and her fiance, ryan.  it’s amazing how much i’ve changed since breaking up with pat.  everyone notices the change, and even though i still feel lonely sometimes, i can’t believe how much happier i am without him.  breaking up with him was the best damn thing i ever did, and i truly mean that.  anyway, melissa and i working our way to a pretty good friendship, and i’m so excited about it. 

surprisingly, she asked me to be in her wedding.  which just so happens to be on june 7th…the same day as trina’s.  so, like any well-raised catholic girl with high personal morals and a good sense of right and wrong…..

i bailed on trina.

and i don’t feel bad about it…not even one tiny bit.  i can’t honestly even call trina my friend.  have any of you ever heard me mention her?  no…which is precisely my point.  she asked me to be in her wedding because i was dating pat, and pat is in the wedding, and it just made sense.  but now that pat is out of my life, it seems pointless for me to waste my time and energy on a girl that i don’t even ever talk to or see.

no new boys in the picture as of yet, but i’m ok with that.  ryan and i actually still talk every once in a while, and i think we’re going to meet up for a drink when he comes home for spring break.  which should be fun.  and who knows?  maybe the chemistry will be back.  i’m not stressing over it.

tonight i’m going to see kris roe (lead singer of the ataris) play an acoustic show in hoboken….and i’m driving.  yeah.  that should be interesting.  kristina and her sister are meeting me at 8, and we’re going to pick up our friend joe.  i’m actually really looking forward to it. =) 

anyway, i can’t really think of anything else worth updating on.  i’ve just been working and doing reading for school (i have to read ALL of moby dick – which has about 700 pages – by SUNDAY!  kill me.)  i promise i’ll write about something interesting next time. =)