80 Day WLC – Day 10

Do you count calories?  If so, what is your daily limit?

Honestly, I don’t count calories hardly at all.  It’s a royal pain in the ass, if you ask me.  Take today, for instance.  Sheryl gave me some of her lunch (she brought too much) of pork roast and mashed potatoes.  I had just a little of both, but if I were keeping track of calories, how the hell would I know how many I had consumed in the pork and potatoes? 

No, I just do my very best to be mindful of what I’m putting in my mouth, and how much I’m putting in my mouth.  I must say, I’ve been doing quite a phenomenal job! 🙂  I don’t know why it’s different this time, but it is….I know the weight is going to come off, and I’m going to keep it off.  I’ve never wanted it so badly before, and one night when I was saying my prayers, I just told God, look, You and I both know I need to eat better and get healthier, but I can’t do this alone.  Ever since then, the urge to overeat….gone.  The urge to snack….gone.  The carb and sugar cravings….gone.  

God is amazing!  🙂

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Another crazy day at work today, but at least no one was calling me a bitch.  I was getting annoyed, though.  Lisa and Sheryl, the other two secretaries, were pissed at each other, and there were a lot of closed door talks going on, and it was just starting to piss me off.  Finally, at about 4 p.m. I looked at them both and said you two are  freaking me out here because of all this closed door bullshit going on and it’s making me paranoid and I can’t work like this!  They were both quick to reassure me that none of it had anything to do with me.  That’s fine and dandy, but good grief, stop the high school b.s.  We’re all way too old to be acting like that, and we spend too many hours a day together for that crap.  Sometimes I truly hate working.

I did not sleep well last night at all, so I’m hoping and praying tonight is better, cuz I’d like to start getting up a litltle earlier in the mornings and do the treadmill thing before work….but I’ve got to get some decent sleep if that’s gonna happen. 

That’s about all I’ve got for today, folks.  Hope you all had a wonderful day!  Much love….xoxo