When you see my face, hope it gives you hell

I wish I was already done with High School.

 

"I hear the ticking of the clock, I’m lying here, the room’s pitch dark. I wonder where you are tonight, no answer on the telephone. And the night goes by so very slow. Oh I hope that it won’t end up alone. /// Til now, I always got by on my own. I never really cared until I met you. And now it chills me to the bone. How do I get you alone? How do I get you alone? /// You don’t know how long I have wanted to touch your lips and hold you tight. You don’t know how long I have waited and I was gonna tell you tonight. But the secret is still my own. And my love for you is still unknown. Alone. /// Til now, I always got by on my own. I never really cared until I met you. And now it chills me to the bone. How do I get you alone? How do I get you alone? /// How do I get you alone? How do I get you alone? Alone. Alone." ~ Heart

[I was that bored and just typed the song I was listening to.]

 

Anyway, back to how much I hate High School.

There’s just too much…ugh..in HS. Like today, I got this feeling that I should like someone just because I’m in HS, young, "stupid" and it’s just my job to have a silly thing like a crush be a big deal. This guy has been texting me a lot lately and a gf of mine whispered in my ear if I liked him. I know she didn’t mean anything by it, but I feel like everyone around me is making a big deal about being in relationships and it’s just…everywhere. There literally are couples Everywhere (yes, the capital E is on purpose).

 

On another note, there’s this girl on MySpace who’s only 15 and telling me she’s bi-curious! She’s got some photos on her account that completely worry me. They aren’t just her smiling in a see through shirt…no, there’s 2 where she’s just in lingerie. Point being…there’s only 5 photos! Geez…what is this world coming to?

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November 19, 2009

everyone has a stage lke that I think. suddenly you realise that this game you have been playing is boring, and its time for a new one perhaps. all the same, your only young once I suppose