The strangest feeling

So the other day when my brother told me I would like that girl I decided to add her on myspace.
Hey, I’ve been wanting to meet knew people for a while now, why not start with her? I ‘ll tell you why.
She’s my ex-boyfriends new girlfriend. And she has this song on her myspace page now. The song has to be about him.

I know how she feels by listening to this song. But then again I don’t know her life, she could be talking about someone in her family or something.

Should I stop talking to her? It was so weird to see her post things about him in her status and to hear this song and to know that he’s with her now.
It really is the strangest feeling. It’s like I had him and now I don’t. It doesn’t hurt or anything, it’s just like…weird.

I’m turning 18 in a few weeks and I’ll be throwing a massive party and if things went well with her I was going to invite her. Obviously he will be invited too.

I don’t know what to do. Here are the lyrics. It’s a good song.

[Stay: Safety Suit]
Walking out the door this morning wondering
What it is that’s going on with you
Thinking of a way to say I’m sorry
For something that I’m not sure I do
Sure I do
So come on baby let me in and show me what this really is cause

Something must have made you say that
What did I do to make you say that to me
Something must have made you so mad
What can I do to make you say come back to me

Hoping for a moment that I turn around
And you’ll be coming after me
Cause all that I can say is that it’s obvious
It’s obvious you’re all I see
All I see
So come on baby let me in
And show me what this really is about
Cause I can’t read you
Come on baby let me in
And show me what this really is cause

Something must have made you say that
What did I do to make you say that to me
Something must have made you so mad
What can I do to make you say come back to me
Come back to me

And I’ll be here in the morning if you say stay
If you say stay to me
And I’ll be here in the morning if you say stay
If you say stay to me
And I’ll be here in the morning if you say stay
If you say stay to me

Something must have made you so mad
What can I do to make you say come back to me
Something must have made you say that
What can I do to make you say come back to me
Something must have made you so mad
What can I do to make you say come back to me

Guitar Babe

August 8, 2009

RYN: It’s a long story. I guess some lifeguards saw them holding hands or something and acting a lil bit to friendly. That’s the gist of it anyways. Hmm I would feel awkward if I were in your shoes and talking to her…I dunno that’ just me though.

A bad enough dude

You’ve stated before that you’re over him, right? So unless you’re kidding yourself, you should mostly be fine with this. Do NOT, however, even consider doing this if you still harbor even a spark of romantic feeling for him. It will fester and drive you crazy, and nothing good will become of it. Just my opinion. I’ve been in the crossfire of situations like this before.

.blink this.

August 9, 2009

Hey, got you on random. I checked out your front page and I love Alan Rickman! And I’m having a Harry Potter marathon tonight, I’m a huge HP geek. haha Also, I’m going into sign language for my career. If you like it, you should consider taking more classes. Those lyrics made me sad. And if you have any feelings whatsoever for this guy, being friends with his new gf is a bad idea. Been there before and it’s no picnic. Happy early birthday!

soldier.13

August 10, 2009

I was thinking about your situation on making contact with your ex-boyfriend’s new girl. I will advise that if he likes girls with your characteristics that he will date girls that may look and act like you. I means if One likes skinny redheads with happy personality then no matter what most of the people one would be attracted too would or should look and act about the same. I have had tree..

…girlsfriends and they look fairly close to each other. I am attracted to a certain look and personality. My ex-girl one day called to accuse me of trying to replace her and after reading your entry and thinging for a while I can say that I was not trying to replace her, I just like a certain look and I will allways like that kind of girl. Let it go & you will be happier woman. Good Luck.