1/18/22: Rejected

Today started as a good day but ended as a really crappy one. I was planning on getting an off-campus house with these girls I have been messaging with for the past week. We met in person and talked about it all and it went really well. I was so excited and signed all the paperwork. A few hours later I get a text message saying that they don’t want me anymore. I felt completely crushed. I loved the girls, house, and location and I was so excited. I felt like I wasted so much time when I could have been looking for another group. Now I am worried that I will not find another group of girls with a house available. This ruined my day and made me feel totally worthless. Even if they are strangers, it still really hurts that they were so happy to meet me they flipped the switch and rejected me. Now I just feel depressed and alone. I just want to go home and get a hug from my mom. 😢

-The struggling college freshman