1/16/22: Obsessed

I always tend to get obsessed with something then I cannot sleep or rest until it is fulfilled. Once it was getting a new phone, then it was getting a cat, now it is getting a Nintendo switch. I know I should save my money but I have been wanting one and now I cannot stop searching for one and thinking about it. I wish I could just shut my brain off. It is exhausting thinking all of the time and I just want to be happy with everything that I have. I am struggling to keep my thoughts on the important things like sports and school. I try to find distractions but my thoughts always go back eventually.

-The struggling college freshman