ill

i feel crap, im getting some kind of flu/cold type thing

im fed up with my life, i have too much work and i never get to do anything fun, ive been out 4 times this term (i didnt miss a night out last term) and it doesnt look like its gonna increase

went to bingo last night, seeing andy makes me feel sad, everything feels different now, i dnt feel close to him any more, i guess i’ll just have to wait for him to be drunk and hope he starts telling me how much he loves me again as thats obviously the only kind of connection im going to be allowed with him, i guess thats why im half considering going out tonight even tho theyre going to a place i hate and i feel ill, how pathetic

oh i dnt kno, maybe i should get wankered and rant at him

whatever

fed up with everything

fed up with being sad all the time

meh