unapologetic.

i’m tired of being apologetic for myself. if my hyper tendencies are being discourteous, i will work on getting that straightened out, but for that sake alone. i can’t worry about being judged as childlike when i unwind because it’s such a gift to be able to let go and goof off for just a little while. even now, it’s appreciated, but as life continues to pick up, i’ll look on those times with an ever increasing sense of thanksgiving.

maturity will echo around my spaz when it’s truly there, it doesn’t have to be pitted one against the other. i’m not out to forcibly prove myself to anyone because everything will bubble to the surface in its own time.

God does, in fact, still know what He’s doing. so i will continue as a sanguine type B, and i think that’s ROCK awesome!