Is this Love?

hmmm well im tripping… how do you know if your in love… could i really be in love… im not even sure that i have the ability to love someone..my past experiences haven’t always been that great….

Pros:

A True Gentleman

Very Loving and Attentive

Has a car

Has a good Job

Affectionate

Helps me around the house….

Cons:

Has a one year old daughter by a crazy woman who trys to make him feel guilty

ok..so now that i have it written out, he doesn’t seem like a bad person… he is so kind and so nice and loves all my animals…treats them with respect… what do i do… i think im falling hard for him…but can this even be true… My past is so jacked… every song i hear on my zune reminds me of him…. he leaves me very satisfied in every single way possible… I don’t want for more… he is all i need…mentally, physically, and emotionally…. but… could this be love…or just an infatuation?

While I’m thinking I’ve met my soul mate…i have all my past nobodies calling and stalking me now… getting mad when i don’t call them back… I don’t answer the phone but they just keep calling… I’m thinking i may change my phone number, but I’ve had it since forever… but i really don’t want to go thru all that… 🙁

How do i know if this is really Love?