[day 147] The fattest lady in the world

Me updating my diary? SLACKKERRR!!!! Thats just all there is to it. My mini session is almost over! Woopie! My teacher owns a really popular resturant in my city and she asked me to be the bookkeeper of it. Uhhhhhhhhh. I am going to school for accounting and bookkeeping is practically the same thing, but, i dont think im ready for that yet. That is someones money and if i mess up its my ass. Simple as that. Plus i havent been trained or anything. You know?! I told her i would think about it.

We had a massive bar cleaning the other night. All of the bartenders had to go to work at 10:30pm and we stayed and cleaned every single space in the bar until 2:30. Waking up at 8:00 everyday is driving me nuts, but then again, my days are longer and im still going to sleep at 2am..lol. So yeah. You can only imagine how i feel.

Into the woods tryouts are monndaay! Im so friggin excited! I cannot wait  AT ALL! There is going to be tons of competition. Arg. Im overweight, but im talented…lol. EVIL SMILE! If ive got to bust some knee caps then ok, i understand. lol. Just kidding. I am really nervous though. I have not lost another pound. After starting my cycle i actually gained a little, which now im sitting at 183, i feel like i cant get past that point, but i know i will. Im going to start exercising more, im writing down my exercise routine, bc now i do not have  walking class, and i was getting my extra exercise each week from that. WHICH WAS MAJORLY HELPING! 3 days, and i will be at day 150..im so excited! I seriously cannot believe that ive come this far.

I CAN PROVE IM NOT FAT! Standing next to the fattest lady in the WORLD i look fairly skinny…HAHA

THOUGHT YOUD ALL LIKE THAT!!!! This was in the genius world records place in San Antonio..lol..

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