[day 112] Can I get my sinus’s cut out?

Just a question. Too bad its not like tonsils getting cut out, and then no more problems. Oh well. Today my cold is worst than EVER. Its went from sinus to chest and its so freakin tight feeling. I hate it. I thought I was running fever but didnt have a themomenter to check so i decided that i did. lol. I woke up to go to school, and then stood up and crawled right back in bed. I just feel so weak, but the sick thing is all i want to do is go to curves. lol. But im not going too, because my body feels like jello. uhhh. I always get like this during season changes. I worked last night and it sucked big butt, and then i felt so bad after i got home, i got right back in my car and went to walmart and bought some nasal strips, musinex, some lotion tissues (bc my nose gets raw from blowing it way to much) and some cloroseptic strips (i hate cough drops). Yeah. Before i went to sleep i took some musinex and a strip and put the nasal strip on my nose, when i woke up its like it was 10 times worst than yesterday. Now when i blow my nose theres green, so theres obviously an infection somewhere. Its always around finals when i get sick, i think it throws me off because I cant concentrate when im like this. If i were a genius i would event a medicine to cure the common cold, because id be rich then, because EVERYONE gets the common cold.

Anyway. I tried to make a DRs appointment for tomorrow and didnt get in. =( They said that they could write me in for monday. No thanks. By that time i will be over it practically. Im a NOW person, not a 4 day later. so yeah. I have to work tonight. I have to work and close, which means i wont be leaving work til 12AM. I really wanted to call in, but instead im going to show up and be like..im sick. Heeeeeelllllppppp meeeeeeeee!!! Hopefully they will understand.

The only good thing about this sickness is I dont feel hungry. But i make myself eat something because i need my carbs and energy to get well. I havent been sick since my boyfriend got his tonsuls taken out. So anyway!

PS. The part that im trying out for is either Cinderella or Little Red Riding Hood. What really is nerve racking about it is my college and the community theater do it as a combined huge show with a huge budget to spend on costumes and sets and stuff. When college theater and community theater are put together, you could just imagine how many people are going to try out. Ive been doing shows with my director and the community theater since 2002, so im known, but that really doesnt mean anything if theres someone thats better for the part than you. So yeah! Im excited about it. Being sick right now makes me happy, because id rather be sick now, then may 29, 30, 31st, thats tryouts!!!!! YAY! I really cannot wait until then. I told my director i was going to lose weight because i really want cinderella and honestly because i wouldnt cast an overweight cinderella. haha. BUT yeahhhh!!!!!

My parents support me, but they never go to see stuff. It makes me so mad because I want parents who go to everything all of the time. I guess if they really didnt do it in high school then why would they go to stuff in college. My mom and dad was going to go to the initiation but now they found out that my dad does have to work on tuesday night, so hes not going to be able to go. Im really upset about it, but i guess ill get over it like i did every other time.

One day im going to tell you all the story about how my parents are sueing my step grandmother, because there is a lot of stuff going down right now. I think when i get off of work ill type it out. Moreless i have to go get some copies of some records tomorrow. =)

-Courtney