Wow! I’m So Lazy…

So I still don’t feel like really writing anything, but there is so much that has been going on. And I’m already forgetting so much. Caues I’m getting old and that’s what happens, you forget stuff. Oy!

Hmm… I can’t remember where I left off, and I’m too lazy to check… ugh. Well… we will begin with… Jason’s birthday. Yay. So my Lovey turned 26. We celebrated by going to dinner at Bahama Breeze. Very yummy. I felt bad that I had no money to pay for dinner though.  After we went to Downtown Disney cause well… that’s what we do. Go to Disney a lot.  We walked around and then went to Pirates Cove Mini Golf. Oh so much fun! Hahaha! Then we went back to his house… I think. I  honestly can’t remember, but I’m sure that’s what we did. It was a lot of fun. 

Chanukah! Jason gave me one of my Chanukah presents a few weeks early. He took me to dinner at The Melting Pot.   So this year for Chanukah, my brother had the bright idea of having us celebrate each night at a different Cracker Barrel. Why? Well, caues he’s my brother and that’s what he does. So The Feldman Dynamic celebrated I believe a total of 3 Chanukah nights at a Cracker Barrel. That was some interesting experience. Who would have known it was illegal to take pictures inside of a Cracker Barrel. Not me… or anyone else. But according to one manager it was. Ugh! He just must not like Chanukah. The final night or rather the sixth night of Chanukah, which was the night before I left for Israel, Jason came to join us. And that made me really happy. Cause I wanted to be with him before I left. It was such a crazy day getting ready for my trip.

Oh yeah! And Christmas! I celebrated my second Christmas. And that meant getting to spend the night at Jason’s house.  Though, still alone since he was at work. But I loved that when he came home he got right into bed with me.  Snuggly cuddly. When we woke up we went into the family room and sat and waited for everyone so we could eat and open our presents. And guess what… his family got me a luggage set. I had a suit case for Israel. Yay! I was so worried as to how I would get a suit case. I didn’t really get much else. But it was still fun being there.

So I was in Israel for 10 days. I wrote everything about in in a journal. And I’m too lazy to write about everything here. At least for now. But it was fun. Full of adventure. And quite a way to bring in the new year!

I was so happy to get home though. I was sick and wanted to sleep. I had pink eye and looked like blah. I didn’t want Jason to be near me. Which was really hard since I hadn’t seen him for two weeks. But he eventually didn’t care anymore that I was sick, he wanted to see me, even though like I said, I looked totally blah. And my eye was disgusting. But he didn’t care, he still told me I looked beautiful! Oh I love him!  And when I was finally feeling somewhat better he took me out of a special dinner at The Melting Pot. It seems to have become our happy place. 

Other then working I was just spending a lot of time with Jason. I missed him and I just like spending time with him. Well… we started talking about an amazing future together. I mean…  like totally… WOW! I  managed to suck up my shyness and ask him about children. And that led to an amazing discussion about us having two kids, a boy and a girl, and we even chose names! Of course this discussion lasted more than one day. And it’s still continuing even now. And we even have been talking more about the kind of house we would like to get together. And then… the subject I’ve been wanting to talk about with a guy for, oh I don’t know… forever with… marriage! That is correct. We’ve been talking about what kind of wedding we would like to have, down to the craziest details for the ceremony and reception, to our honeymoon. He wants to marry me! I even looked online at wedding dresses and engagement rings. And I showed him what I was looking at. OH, I really hope he gets me one of those rings I showed him. Or surprises me with something even more amazing! But… wow… really anything he gets me will be so incredible cause it’s from him and will mean oh so much! I have no idea if he’s planning on even getting me a ring right now, or even proposing to me for that matter anytime soon. But our two year anniversary is in two months and, we’re planning a Disney World vacation. So… maybe he’s also thinking of something extra special to go along with that. I don’t know. But I really hope so. I’ve been so excited lately, and he knows. Every time I get all happy and excited to myself, he knows exactly what I’m thinking about. And he was with his grandma helping her take care of his grandpa one day and he was talking about me, of course. But the thing I thought was super sweet, Kristin told me at work the other day that there grandma was talking to there parents and told them that the way he was talking about me to her, was like he was talking about the girl he wants to marry. And he does! He told me he does! Now I’m just waiting for him to ask me. And it’s so hard because I’m so superly impatiant when it comes to being with him. I want him now!

Well, I started working on another play. Yay, finally. I’m stage manager for OTP’s production of ‘Blackbird’. It’s a very difficult show. For the actors at least. And I’m getting to work with Robby’s sister Krista. So awesome! The show opens next Friday. I’m excited to be working on a show again after such a long show withdraw from Doubt. I hope a lot of people come see the show, despite it’s tough subject matter. It’s about a man who had an illegal relationship with a 12 year old girl. And it takes place 15 years after the fact. It’s… wow… Krista and Jim are doing such an amazing job.

Well… today is Valentine’s Day. Jason and I actually did our whole Valentine’s celebration  on Monday cause it was my day off from rehearsal. We went to dinner at The Melting Pot and then to Downtown Disney. That seems to be a growing trend for us. Going to The Melting Pot followed by Downtown Disney. Haha. We also have our own special booth we sit at at The Melting Pot, it’s called the Love Shack. Haha… totally serious on that too. I was happy though that I did get to see him today. We finished rehearsal early today…  like totally early. And so I got to spend some time with Jason. Even though we didn’t do anything fancy. Though I did give him a box of Carmel deLites. Yes, I found Girl Scouts today. I’m good.  

Well, I’m really tired since I didn’t get much sleep last night since I was at rehearsal and then had to wake up early today for rehearsal. So I’m gonna head off to bed, so that way I’ll be all nice and rested for a long day tomorrow at rehearsal, since it’s our last day rehearsing befo

re getting in the theatre. Wow. The show opens now in less then a week!

Oh, I’m so in love with Jason!!!!!!!!!!!

Love always,

StarBright16