Where did all the time go???

Oh my… it’s already July. Which means one thing to me… I’m getting older! Yay! My birthday is in 2 weeks. I’m not totally sure what I’m going to do yet. I was gonna be in Ft. Lauderdale for my cousin Stacey’s wedding, but my parents had to cancel us going cause it’s too expensive. Plus I don’t think that would have been a very fun birthday for me since Stacey said that Jason couldn’t be there. Err. But anyway I will be here and have Jason. For a little while at least. I realized that my birthday is on a Saturday and he goes into work early on Saturday’s to get ready for the Sunday news paper. There goes my keeping him to myself the whole night.

My life has had it’s ups and downs. Jason being the up.. haha… and working being the down. I lost my job at Bath & Body Works. I knew the manager didn’t like me, now I have the proof. I haven’t been able to find another job. I don’t know why. I really need money. My bank took $5 our of my savings for having less than $200 in the bank total. That is screwed up! Why take money when I’m poor! Ugh! I got re-admitted to UCF. I need to now apply for my classes. I’m going to meet with Bert sometime this coming week hopefully to get a new class schedule unless the one he came up for me is still good.

Yesterday was mine and Jason’s 3 months. To be honest the day wasn’t all that great… but it eventually wasn’t bad. We planned to go to Typhoon Lagoon. I was all ready and was just waiting for him to wake up and get himself ready. I got over to his house and he was like, it looks like it’s going to rain. I was up since 10am and it was sunny out. All up untill I got to his house at 2pm. But the thing that really upset me was that he never said anything to me about us being together for 3 months. Instead he said that his friend Tim invited him over that night to play Guitar Hero. And he said I could go. I was like NO we are going to Pleasure Island. He said he didn’t want to and couldn’t understand why I was acting like that. I wanted to cry. I was holding a present for him that I ended up just putting in my bag before he noticed me holding it. I couldn’t give that to him. Expecially when I thought he forgot. So I ended up leaving by telling him I needed to look for work. Crying the whole way home. I got home and no one was there. Then my dad got home and I told him. And then my mom got home. Finally my mom told me to just tell him how I feel and why I wanted to be with him and go to Pleasure Island. And what he said was It’s only 3 months, it’s not like it’s a year. That made me cry even more. Yes I know that… but it’s only been the most amazing 3 months of my life. He said we don’t have to celebrate every month. I know we don’t. But I like how he at least accnologed the last 2 months. I told him I just was upset when I woke up and realized he hadn’t left me a message like he did the other 2 months, and he never said anything to me. He then apologized and next thing I knew he left me a comment and sent me a text message saying “Happy 3 months *Muah* “. That made me smile. Then he said he would really like for me to go with him to his friends house. So I went over to his house. He cooked me a pizza, and I waited for him to finish his shower. I gave him his present, a framed picture of us that my dad took. It’s cute. Then we actually drove back to my place to drop off my car since his friend lives closer to me. I ended up getting a migraine and went to lay down on his friends bed for about an hour and a half. Jason finally came in a gave me a massage to get rid of it. We figured out that tends to work. Yay! Then I rejoined everyone. And the night actually got a little better. His friend Tim’s girlfriend Stephanie acutally has the same birthday as me. Even though she is 2 years older, it was still awesome when we realized that. We also had a lot more in common as well. After all the guys were done playing Jason, Tim, Stephanie and I went over to Denny’s. They are really nice. And they were laughing at my funnyness. Who woulda thought. Haha. Anyway, when Jason took me home he was like see you had a good time I told you. It’s so hard to be mad at him. He’s incredible and too cute! OH… and he also shaved his hair. But I’m actually starting to like it even though I have no hair to mess up. Haha.

His parents and sister were out of town from the 4th to the 7th. So we played house. Even though his brother was home he was at work or with friends. We finally got our shower time. Yay! I’ve been waiting forever, it was very nice. And his parents bed is huge. We also went swimming. I love being with him.

Ok, well I am going to go get ready now. I am helping Heather Henson set up for a viewing of The Muppet Movie in Loch Haven Park. That should be a lot of fun. She is awesome! I love puppets!

I need to find a job! OY VEY! I love Jason! YAY!

Ok, I’m out.

Love,
StarBright16