Why?
He said it was going to be a late night, and she said ok and she’d wait up for him… He got off at 9:30 and wanted to go have a drink at the bar because "it’s been a long night." Ok, but just don’t do what you did last time… ( told her he was leaving and then stayed an extra 1/2 hour and had 2 more beers only to come home really late and almost miss having dinner out together) "No problem… Don’t worry babe…" He didn’t get home till 11:30… He took a shower and went to bed and promptly fell asleep… 1/2 an hour later she woke him up… You know, I didn’t wait up for you to just sleep beside you… I actually wanted to see you a little bit… "mmm" was his reply… She felt the familiar wetness start to fall down her face…. " D-didn’t you m-m-miss me?" "hmm mmm" And all she could do was lay there…. Why? Why doesn’t he feel what she does anymore? It’s like he just stopped caring… "What’s wrong baby?" She rolled over, trying to think of what to say… How to express her feelings… "*snore*" And then she figured out what she wanted to say to him… "I hate you" she whispered… And she got out of bed… He doesn’t even know she’s gone… He is blissfuly quiet… He can’t feel the same way about her that she feels about him… It’s not possible… She has never told him no unless it was indecent or they had to leave and he was just feeling adventurous… Any time he wanted to stay up and just talk, she listened… No matter how tired… He is more important to her than anything else in the world… If he asked her to stop doing something to spend some time with him, she’d do it in a heartbeat… Because he is her world… The only thing that makes her truely happy and truely sad is him… Why doesn’t he feel the same way?
Wow, you are a very good writer. If this is how you are feeling about your husband, I can relate. Men are different creatures from us sometimes. They don’t think about or feel the same way about things the way women do. I think you need to make a really strong effort to sit down and talk to him about how you are feeling. It may help.
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you’re right, we have to have a little money to do what we want now and again. goodness knows the husbands do, without question. wonder where they get off thinking they can have double-standards? 😛 silly men..
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now that is a good idea 🙂 I’ll have to remember that next time my husband decides to make an impulse purchase 🙂 I hope all is well with you
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