She Cried

Her period came… She cried… For the child she thought she was going to have…. For the life she thought she was going to live… For the joy she thought she would have in bringing another life in this world… He’s not convinced… Not till the next period… This one was too heavy after all the wierdness her body’s been going through… She doesn’t think so… She’s convinced… And it broke her heart to know that she’s not pregnant… Knowledge of the future is not comforting… The present is too hard… She wants a baby, even with all the trials it would put them through… She tries not to be selfish… Not to be stupid about it… Monitarily it’s crazy to want a baby right now… But she cannot help the yearning she has to become a mother… This is what happens after marraige, right?  "First comes love, then comes marraige, then comes ______ with a baby carraige" ? Not this time… Not for her…. And she’s miserable because of it….