….Y Así Un Poema Nace….

need to do my nails and hair..but no energy..looks like its going to be a no manicure and natural curls kind of week..

hey..i’m allowed to be lazy..

breaking dawn had good moments..a little long but worth seeing in the theatre..and wtf?!! not enough eyecandy in this one..

jacob..you look good from the neck down with no shirt on..and edward, your face is hot but your body..not so much..

keep forgetting to buy sunflower seeds..playing bejewled til i see them shits sparkling behind my eyelids..

having a cig fit..its 8pm..fresh nicopatch in place..and it itches..i feel chemicals swimming through my bloodstream..i wonder if i will always need them..

skimming through work emails..got an angry one from my boss demanding that i write one of my employees up..thing is, i will fight this one..long story, but i am getting sick of bruised egos..its no longer a man’s world..and my point will be heard..and understood..

dreamnt that i had a baby boy..and for some reason ari’s dad named him iesus..(like jesus but pronounced with a "y" sound??)

i proceeded to try to change his name..this was very important to me..i dont remember what the first name i decided on was..but i remember it started with the letter j…and his middle names were augustine xander..and i wanted him to be called jax for short..

another with turtles but they werent turtles..more glossy..like transformers mixed with beetles..and they shot a laser beam at me when i tried to step on one..i was afraid that they’d take over the world..

purchase more cds..i dont know..i like holding the case and seeing the artwork and lyrics..kanye/jayz and gotan project..

working tomorrow..the evening shift..so i will basically miss thanksgiving

my mother contracted some virus that is popular in third world countries..and not here..i believe i am onto something with my theory..when you give up on life your body weakens..i see her falling apart before my eyes and i dont know how to stop it..avoiding her isnt helping

this has been stuck in my head all day…..youtu.be/Pt_I4sjf1ks