…siiigh…

http://www.youtube.com/watch

**the last two minutes or so of this video…holy mother of idontknowwhat can i have your baby.!!!!!..**

had to push d away yet again…i go to sleep thinking of him..he stars in my dreams…and the first thing on my mind when i wake up is…well…you guessed it..

and i have no problem with this per se…but…i dont want to become needy…a breather will benefit me…just a week hopefully..

this is madness..and i know it..

like a puppy running in circles trying to bite it’s own tail…